Lost patience...

Why....................

Some updates...

X mas is over yet rain is still showering like cats & dogs...sign...when will this mercy rain be over? Fortunately for us no any major disaster accept experience a few hrs of eletricity power cut or a minor earth quake which is not around my area. Where as country like msia is facing flooding problem...no homes..no food..and helpless. Hope all this will be gone soon and everythings back to normal.

I've enojyed my x mas eve although there was some restriction to make noise in the hotel room yet everyone's pressencs make it feel special. I even receive my 2nd roses again which i quite like the color this time. Couldn't ask for more & no more flowers for me haha. I've received lotsa of Love & concern from my family members, friends who truly cares & people ard me. I felt cared for & is glad to know people around me cares & misses me. My x mas eve is occupied & hopfully new year day too.

Off mood lately...kind of depressed ...but i never fail to share my tots to anyone whose close to my heart & understand how i feels. Thanks for those who had been listening to me & all my grantings. All i need is some secure in myself.

A brand new year coming & hope everyone enjoys their Happy Holidays!!!!

Peko & Poko x'mas cake!!!! So lovely=)can see cannot eat=()....

Jingle bell on the way...

Yeh!! waiting patiently for tmr nite mini x'mas eve party with my lovely friends and love ones. Will be exchanging gifts & playin some games s usual. Just that event will took place in a special place too....shall not reveal haha. As this year will also be a special x'mas season for me cus i will be spending my 1st x'mas eve with bearx2 & njoy the moment like everybody out there. Despite Dec raining season i suppose everyone still have the festi mood to celebrate & partying out there. Just a wish from me to santa clause: Can i just have the next two days a slight rain will do? X'mas is all about sharing, giving and gathering with your family, friends & love ones. Hope everyone will gain some festi weight during the x'mas season & may your wishes comes true...*shine And for one of my friend who couldnt join us due to her posted schedule so wana wish her merry merry x'mas and hope she have a wonderful flying trip while she has to work. Will enjoy the gathering on her behalf and hope to see her soon..bless everyone.

wow..

Look these was what my sister did during the rain...using her finger jus to draw out blu blu on the window panel...look so cute n real..simply took down the scene before it fades slowly...hehe...

hooRay...

Yeh! Two more weeks to christmas....hope there is some x'mas atmosphere here hehe. Wana bring in some x'mas mood in before everyone starts slacking and tired of their working life:)
Be ready to count down for reen B'Day too!

Little sheep got so powerful?

Haha i got this picture from him and dont know where he source this picture from. But honestly is a good one cus it really best describe me. Why? Cus little sheep sometimes will behave like that giving teddy bear a hard time getting along happily. Never tot little sheep also can be so powerful haha=P One day we shall see the outcome of the teddy bear & hope still survive...

Teddy Bears on X'mas Tree....

m i being too simple-minded?

Sometime i tot being simple minded makes oneself think less and not be bothered by too much of what is exactly happening around you. But the fact is till now then i realise many things i dont see or i dont know is not as simple as i tot. Yet by the time you knew it, it would have been too late. And it turn out to be a disappoinment & disguise to you.

There is many things you see or heard doesnt mean it is the fact. For eg. many a times i just believe the words and problem that is happening around my friends & loved ones. But how many a times do you actually believe what they said? For me i can say 8/10 i would chose to believe. Especially ur good friends and loved ones. Even it isnt the truth you would still chose to believe. People whom u trust the most tends to be people you care n dependant the most. If one day he or she turns out to be otherwise?...how would you feel? Me? Like a dark shadow cast over my head. And is time to reflect and change my mindset of human being.

Advice is not to be too simple minded. Things are not as simple as you think. Look into a bigger picture & think wiser would be the best for one self by not letting yourself been deceived.

Being considerate dont always bring you kindness in return...Blu Blu wif his OUT A THIS WORLD CHIPS....is nice can try...Vinegar taste

Sign....

Feeling so lousy again...i really need to do something to make myself happy...

Be positive & enlightened. I need to relax & be less hard on myself. Taking things easy.

Balancing my own life is hard. Going through spiral of depression like pms, mood swing, seeking slience and wana be alone. Let my mind in a rest mode...

But not forgetting to thanks beary for the advance exclusive x'mas gift...will be very meaningful for u, my friends & family. And Thank you for your high tolerants on me. i will take it easy on myself. tata.

Two days ago...

Yeh! It's May May 22nd B'Day...We went to tampines stadium a japanese $0.99 sushi restaurant & was a recommendation by sharon who saw it over a TV variety show. It was quite a cosy & well decorated japanese restaurant. I think for the 1st time customer will try out because of it's 0.99cts per sushi plate attracts them. Is rather cheaper than those branded sushi outlet which cost ard 1.9 per plate? I not sure, but the choice of selection not much. Anyway these was what we did for our B'Day girl that special night...too bad siyong & XJ couldnt make it if not it will be a complete... May she stay HappY & this lovely always=)

New family member

Tada!!! new marine life in my house!!! These "V" shape glass was bought by my sister over at Tampines IKEA. Dont know why she got the sudden urge to buy this glass vase and tot of raring little Tetra inside. It's her 1st time raring fish and for a good start i think she simply love the glass vase and hope to see sometime special inside other then just normal flower in the vase. And i see is a new hobby for her now. But sadly to say she bought 10 Tetra ytd and till this morning left only 3 survived. I dont have any experience or knowledge on what kind of fishes is suitable to be rare in such a small vase. Yet i m sure is possible if you observe more & give them more attention? haha still not good enough i suppose. Well watever it is hope this remaining Tetra dont disappoint my sis & live happily inside there new cosy home. Welcome them.

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Another month for us. Finally we get to watch A Battle Of Wits starring Andy Lau the 'Ge Li' lone warrior. I personally feels that most guys would prefer this type of movie cus is all about man fighting bravely over the battle of war for power & desire.

My week end was quite a meaningful one cus this early afternoon i went to attend my brother's ex tutor wedding Hi Tea Lunch held at Raffle Town Club. 1st time having invitation in the afternoon compare to those usual wedding night dinner. It was a buffet type free and easy lunch over the side of the tables. The layout was the same as night dinner, just that the concept was a buffet kind. The bride groom & bride mate looks lovely & envious. It was all about your closed ones around you, sharing your happy moment on such an important day which will be an unforgettable occassion for your whole entire life. I think that marriage is really another walking route to a new life which two hearts crossed the path. But all this needs $$$$ haha...no $$$ no wedding. So young people better start saving now and think what you really want in your future to come.