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Lost my Voice with Resp Tract Infection

First time i had such a bad sore throat that is killing me that i hardly could sleep or breathe. I fight with it for the past 3 days and tot it will recover itself with all kinds of cough relief syrup i have in house but it still doesnt work. Still i had to pay the DR a visit to get the medicine for cure but yet have to depends on me who got to drink loads of water advice from the DR. Hope my voice will be back soon and pain will be ease soon.

Anyway gonna update on wat i did for the last weekend. Celebrated birthday for 2 of my friend which both falls on the same day but different age. Didnt had any surprises for them but the tots that comes from our heart. There's no time like the present. Do what you want to do, make yourself happy. And hope they are happy with a year older haha. Not to forget yesterday was one of my colleague IVY 23rd b'day. Had a mini food feast with Darren & Mrs yong kind sponsers hee. Glad ivy like the b'day gift cuz saw her expression looks astonish never tot she would receive customised mug from us. Well we always can come up with great ideas if only we think hard enough he he. Meaningful to her thou. Hope all VirGo people can stay lovely & cheerful always.

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i'm sick!! So sickening. Last night i woke up in the middle of the night started to feel uncomfortable with my throat when i try to swallow. My throat was giving me a hard time cus i felt so pain each time i try to swallow down my saliva. Instantly i knew i'm down with a bad sore throat. What comes into my mind was bad curse must had falls on me cus my friend bao long also sick & i kept saying him so now it just happened so suddenly. So painful that i hardly wants to talk the next morning. Initially i thought i just got a bad sore throat and after my mom gave me a chinese pill from china which she conclude can cure any common sickness like flu cough & sore throat. So i had to believe her & hope it does cure. Later when i went to office i'm still looking fine althought i seems to look a bit reluctant when my colleagues and wen was talking to me. I didnt know i look so pale only after they kept asking me am i alright. i told them just a bad sore throat should be alright since i had taken my mom so called " miracle pill" haha. But things just got worsen when i started to feel cold and giddy on my head. When i stand up to walk my head start to spin & makes me feel unbalance. Perhaps was just my psychology thinking that made me feel weak or something. So i kept thinking i'm alright & will be fine. But not long i felt my whole body a bit warm then my unusual days. I asked my colleagues & wen to feel my forehead whether i m down with fever. Thought it wasnt too accurate, wen used the office ear thermometer to measure my temperature. And it shows 38.4 then normal body temperature. I wasnt very surprise cus when u r down wif sore throat, fever will come to you too. Depends on individual body. I was waitin for time to pass so that i can get home quickly pop a panadol & rest for a while. And not forgetting my dear brother made a glass of fresh orange juice wif a pinch of salt hoping to heal my sore throat. It does works so if anyone of u got a bad sore throat just do the same k!Alternatively you can also mixed salt with tap water & gargle your throat. Yet seeking doctor is the best if you are really sick. My cause of having a bad sore throat was because i ate too much heaty food & especially tasty crackers. Not forgetting i ate prata for the past two days too. Until i become like this -.- I've learned my lesson & dont wish to spend money to see doctor very costly. Sorry my friends cant join you guys for gifts. But i believe w/o me you guys still can make the best choice for our friend.

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Nothing like a drop in your heart

Recently heard from my sister that her long distance friend got married & had a very chubby baby when she remember chatted with him not long ago & the news jus break out. And can be quite surprise. The reason that he kept it until now is because his worried that my sister would not want him as a friend anymore. But he was so wrong that my sister didnt even think that way. She felt so happy and delighted that he got married and had a happy family. He even sent us some of his baby picture taken with his wife. Everything just turn out to be so beautiful & blessing for his new born baby. Time gradually files which some of us didnt even notice or want to make use of it. I believe that when someone crosses over, regardless how we choose to define them (negative, positive) they are met by other friends, relatives, energies, help them understand the life and lessons they learned, the experiences they have shared with others and the feelings they've shared with others.

My sister & i had chatted alot and exchanged a lot of our own thots and views. Then i realise my entire life has been an attempt to get back to the kind of feelings i've always wanted. The fact is that people are good, give people affection and security, and they will give affection and be secure in their feelings and their behavior. But is that what you really wants? I pay no attention whatever to anybody's praise or blame. I simply follow my own feelings. When I was a kid, I internalized everything, kept my feelings to myself. But now my gut feelings and my faith tell me that until God shuts a door, no human can shut it. Be true to urself and it's important not to indicate. People don't try to show their feelings, they try to hide them. Give me a break & soon my path will cross. Thanks sis for making me realise dreams do come true if you persistant. I will support you all the way.

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My Harsh Words...

Today i make my friend Pei Wen get upset with me. We had a exchanged of words and i think eventually my words came out to be a bit harsh or straight towards her. Somehow i know she got stomach cramp and i think makes her even mad at me. Immediately you can see her face turn black and when i try to talk to her she simply wants to ignore me. Instantly i knew something is not right. Well, i quickly apologise to her eventot i know is of no use but somehow someone has to make the first move to apologise. And since i am part of the cause i admit is my fault to make her turn upset. She say she is not angry with an unsightly face by not looking at you when u are talkin to her. Do you think she is not mad? I keep asking her if she is unhappy with me just tell me so. Or maybe i'm not worth to be mad with. Even lunch she didnt want to join me and that is her unusual self. Perhaps i've gone too far and she is suffering from cramp that make her mood swing like nobody business. I knew i should have kept my mouth shut and things wont have turn out this way. My words mean no harm to anyone cus i'm just been honest like anybody out there. If my words can hurt someone so easily then something must be wrong with me. I need to do some reflection thou. The best is not to speak if you are a down to earth person. As i think pei wen cant take my words for joke which i will not do it again. I finally see what kind of friends can take ur words for serious & just for laugh. For so long time since someone is unhappy with me. Cus i dont remember making people unhappy when i am afraid to see others unhappy. i'm too straight & no nice words can come out from my unkind mouth, bad girl.

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Is SunnY Day!

Did some uploading pictures to my image station & lazying around my home sweet home haha. Listened to one of my favourite singer Coco Lee song. Came across her previous "Promise Coco" album. There is this meaningful lyrics which i find it kinda of sad.

爱是那么真

爱一个人爱那么深
为什么呢我好天真
你说爱情是一种梦游症
难怪现在的我有点昏
我的呼吸你的眼神有许多是正在发生
我不必说话也不必问
爱真的骗不了人
爱是那么那么真
爱让一切都可能
你的名字在我心理翻滚
我不想否认我爱一个人
我自己问还有谁能让我开心让我心疼
不管你说什么我都肯
我会对你好认真
爱是那么那么真
爱也让我拿不准
请你给我真心的一吻
你能不能保证爱情的万能
我没有说你也没问
你也知道我要永恒
若真爱是一之海底针
我要千你的手往下沉
ending:总有那么一天时间会作证
爱是那么那么真

Time is too slow for those who wait, too swift for those who fear, too long for those who grieve, too short for those who rejoice, but for those who love, time is eternity.

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Swensens's Gathering

Yesterday it was great to meet up with my group of wonderfuL friends again since after our BKK trip. Althought i still not feelin very good yet i want to make it jus to see how are they. Especially lilia and JR. Ever since the last time we saw Lilia sending us off to the Airport we didnt have time to catch up nor chat over the phone. Siyong didnt make it cus his busy contributing service to the nation at singpore stadium haha & our precious Jasmine working hard till late didnt want to trouble her to travel & meet us since we going off soon. We had good chat over dinner and glad to hear that Shanx2 goin for her training in Sept. Hope everything will goes well for her. But before that you must take good care and not fall sick easily okie. Is tough for a newbie moreover u have to go through several training section & can be very tiring i suppose. So keep away junk food and oily stuff k!Must stay away from ur favourite food for the mean time hee.

Not forgetting "xiao Ming" finally send me those thailand doggy picture & i shall share wif u guys whats so special bout them ^^v

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HapPy 41st BirtHDaY mY HomeTowN Singapore

To express my thoughts for Singapore is for good or for ill, hope everyone will live happily & enjoy this very moment with our nation. I shall stand for freedom of thought and expression in a place where it has been trampled and penalized. haha.

Anyway i had a very bad stomach pain & was feeling very bloated early in the morning when i was about to leave my house for work. I tot maybe is jus a short pain maybe in the afternoon will feel better. But it got worst & i start to ponder what is happening to me. I couldn't work peacefully cus the pain is killing me. Is not any common gastric pain cus i dont have any history of gastric pain too, so it cant be that. I recalled back thinking i had been eating quite a lot since after my period, and the output wasnt quite equal to the amount of input i had. I knew my food must have stuck in between my intestine which made me felt bloated and wanted to vomit the whole day. As long as i sit down i dont feel like vomiting. But as soon as i stand up and walk a bit more i felt like vomiting. So horrible me. Thanks to pei Ong whom bought papaya milk for me to digest but i just couldnt drink any of that bcus i really had enough of water and felt even bloated. Is even worst if i drink it and vomit out, wil be a waste of ur effort lor. Next time buy me something nice to drink k? Papaya really not my kind unless i'm been force to eat hee. Later part i called my father to come and fetch me cus i know his knocking off and will b convenient to fetch me on his way home.

After that i slept & rest for a few hours still feeling uneasy, giddy & felt like throwing out, i quickly asked my sister to accompany me to our nearby clinic to see doctor. From what the doctor had examined, he conclude i had GASTRIC FLU which is similiar to common nose FLU just that mine is from the stomach. He advice me try to avoid Milk, Spicy food & dont know what cant remember, for the time being only. Glad is nothing serious. Hope my bowel will come back to normal & no more of this kind of feeling.

PS: Thanks my family & friends for your concern. Medicine works mircle haha.

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What's wrong with me?

Today, i went to work with a heavy heart feeling but the normal self me. Not mood swing nor upset. Is just a weird feeling when i woke up i dont seems to be alert like the usual days. Perhaps people have times in their lives when they are forced to examine themselves. And i am one of them whom starts to examine & explore myself. I start to think it is not what we get. But who we become, what we contribute... that gives meaning to our lives. It's not the events of our lives that shape us, but our beliefs as to what those events mean. I've anticipate things that are new & old to me yet i still cant achieve a balance in it. But in any event, you know, it certainly changed lives and it made us wonder where to go. Got to be stupid of me to think differently. Clear my mind & start doing the things i like will comfort my feelings back. I urge for the kind of eager feeling back!^^v

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What's Your Type of Guy/Girl

Try this out!

You fall hard and fast for the preppy man!

If he's conservative, friendly, and proper, he's just your sort! You fall hard and fast for the preppy man. Whether it's because of his handsome appearance or his impeccable hygiene, this man is a safe bet! He's fun and social without being immature or laddish. Your man is refined, associates with a refined crowd, and has a bit of an air tossed in for good measure. This suburban male is always put together well. He's simply cool, calm, and collected. Another quality that draws you to him is his ambition. He aims for success and follows the path that will lead him there. You respect how he always makes time for his friends and has a tendency to be a little silly. With this cheeky, well-groomed, man, you can rest assured that your life will be a dream!

what's yours?