A New Perspective

Wat D haCk Am i DoInG?

Nothing like a drop in your heart

Recently heard from my sister that her long distance friend got married & had a very chubby baby when she remember chatted with him not long ago & the news jus break out. And can be quite surprise. The reason that he kept it until now is because his worried that my sister would not want him as a friend anymore. But he was so wrong that my sister didnt even think that way. She felt so happy and delighted that he got married and had a happy family. He even sent us some of his baby picture taken with his wife. Everything just turn out to be so beautiful & blessing for his new born baby. Time gradually files which some of us didnt even notice or want to make use of it. I believe that when someone crosses over, regardless how we choose to define them (negative, positive) they are met by other friends, relatives, energies, help them understand the life and lessons they learned, the experiences they have shared with others and the feelings they've shared with others.

My sister & i had chatted alot and exchanged a lot of our own thots and views. Then i realise my entire life has been an attempt to get back to the kind of feelings i've always wanted. The fact is that people are good, give people affection and security, and they will give affection and be secure in their feelings and their behavior. But is that what you really wants? I pay no attention whatever to anybody's praise or blame. I simply follow my own feelings. When I was a kid, I internalized everything, kept my feelings to myself. But now my gut feelings and my faith tell me that until God shuts a door, no human can shut it. Be true to urself and it's important not to indicate. People don't try to show their feelings, they try to hide them. Give me a break & soon my path will cross. Thanks sis for making me realise dreams do come true if you persistant. I will support you all the way.