Friday, August 18, 2006

Wat D haCk Am i DoInG?

My Harsh Words...

Today i make my friend Pei Wen get upset with me. We had a exchanged of words and i think eventually my words came out to be a bit harsh or straight towards her. Somehow i know she got stomach cramp and i think makes her even mad at me. Immediately you can see her face turn black and when i try to talk to her she simply wants to ignore me. Instantly i knew something is not right. Well, i quickly apologise to her eventot i know is of no use but somehow someone has to make the first move to apologise. And since i am part of the cause i admit is my fault to make her turn upset. She say she is not angry with an unsightly face by not looking at you when u are talkin to her. Do you think she is not mad? I keep asking her if she is unhappy with me just tell me so. Or maybe i'm not worth to be mad with. Even lunch she didnt want to join me and that is her unusual self. Perhaps i've gone too far and she is suffering from cramp that make her mood swing like nobody business. I knew i should have kept my mouth shut and things wont have turn out this way. My words mean no harm to anyone cus i'm just been honest like anybody out there. If my words can hurt someone so easily then something must be wrong with me. I need to do some reflection thou. The best is not to speak if you are a down to earth person. As i think pei wen cant take my words for joke which i will not do it again. I finally see what kind of friends can take ur words for serious & just for laugh. For so long time since someone is unhappy with me. Cus i dont remember making people unhappy when i am afraid to see others unhappy. i'm too straight & no nice words can come out from my unkind mouth, bad girl.

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