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My poor blog seems like neglated for many days and my apology for not updating her. Anyway felt relieved tat my friend reen ear had finally recovered cus glad she didnt drag it any longer to see another specialist Dr which i recommended. I think is serious if u dont get any better or cure from doctor's who cant give proper treatment or advice. The getting back of hearing ability is definately shiok haha. Guess she now can even hear the slightest wind breeze haha.

Friends are like half of ur soul-mate that are able to click well, chill out, doing crazy stuffs, serious talking and sorts...

It's hard to find someone with similiar chemistry & frequency nowadays. Perhaps it applies for me...yet i m glad i stil got friends who i can share my concern & laughter with.

I begin to realised as we grow older, the number of friends increases ( more acquaintances) but close friend decreases. Just a handful. As due to the busy schedule & other commitments, meeting up is lesser.

Is gd that there is still a few gd friends will make the effort to arrange some meetups & cares bout the friendship. Friends who truly cares will be there for u regardless of ur tight schedule. This is wat i call people who are genuine to u. It is never too little jus to show your concern to anyone u have lost touch or seen for yrs.

His been busy wif his school assignment for the past few days & finally was done. Poor hardworking him burned mid nite oil jus to get everything nicely done haha. Dont eat too much chocolate wor. Fish is good haha. But for all of that then i'm able to see him peacefully. Stress-free for the moment & relax for the meantime. hooray....

Gonna be freelance soon haha...will be a part-time maid at home for a short period jus nice to clean up for CNY yeh...

Sharing of Special Day...

Here are some updates of wedding occasion i went. Is only thru special day then u get to see some of ur relatives & long term friends happily gather together. Only then i realise we attended some of these events w/o recalling much of our relation with these people or perhaps memory is falling back haha...anyway these are also the day that everybody could share the joy of happiness.

Trying html...

Been trying very hard on my blog to get new layout & browse thru html website for some tutorial. I spend quite some time, effort & patience to explore every detail of the codes. Well at least i learn quite a few tips. Perhaps looking thru some HTML book also help. haiz when will i get my own fully done blog?

Lost patience...

Why....................

Some updates...

X mas is over yet rain is still showering like cats & dogs...sign...when will this mercy rain be over? Fortunately for us no any major disaster accept experience a few hrs of eletricity power cut or a minor earth quake which is not around my area. Where as country like msia is facing flooding problem...no homes..no food..and helpless. Hope all this will be gone soon and everythings back to normal.

I've enojyed my x mas eve although there was some restriction to make noise in the hotel room yet everyone's pressencs make it feel special. I even receive my 2nd roses again which i quite like the color this time. Couldn't ask for more & no more flowers for me haha. I've received lotsa of Love & concern from my family members, friends who truly cares & people ard me. I felt cared for & is glad to know people around me cares & misses me. My x mas eve is occupied & hopfully new year day too.

Off mood lately...kind of depressed ...but i never fail to share my tots to anyone whose close to my heart & understand how i feels. Thanks for those who had been listening to me & all my grantings. All i need is some secure in myself.

A brand new year coming & hope everyone enjoys their Happy Holidays!!!!

Peko & Poko x'mas cake!!!! So lovely=)can see cannot eat=()....

Jingle bell on the way...

Yeh!! waiting patiently for tmr nite mini x'mas eve party with my lovely friends and love ones. Will be exchanging gifts & playin some games s usual. Just that event will took place in a special place too....shall not reveal haha. As this year will also be a special x'mas season for me cus i will be spending my 1st x'mas eve with bearx2 & njoy the moment like everybody out there. Despite Dec raining season i suppose everyone still have the festi mood to celebrate & partying out there. Just a wish from me to santa clause: Can i just have the next two days a slight rain will do? X'mas is all about sharing, giving and gathering with your family, friends & love ones. Hope everyone will gain some festi weight during the x'mas season & may your wishes comes true...*shine And for one of my friend who couldnt join us due to her posted schedule so wana wish her merry merry x'mas and hope she have a wonderful flying trip while she has to work. Will enjoy the gathering on her behalf and hope to see her soon..bless everyone.

wow..

Look these was what my sister did during the rain...using her finger jus to draw out blu blu on the window panel...look so cute n real..simply took down the scene before it fades slowly...hehe...

hooRay...

Yeh! Two more weeks to christmas....hope there is some x'mas atmosphere here hehe. Wana bring in some x'mas mood in before everyone starts slacking and tired of their working life:)
Be ready to count down for reen B'Day too!

Little sheep got so powerful?

Haha i got this picture from him and dont know where he source this picture from. But honestly is a good one cus it really best describe me. Why? Cus little sheep sometimes will behave like that giving teddy bear a hard time getting along happily. Never tot little sheep also can be so powerful haha=P One day we shall see the outcome of the teddy bear & hope still survive...

Teddy Bears on X'mas Tree....

m i being too simple-minded?

Sometime i tot being simple minded makes oneself think less and not be bothered by too much of what is exactly happening around you. But the fact is till now then i realise many things i dont see or i dont know is not as simple as i tot. Yet by the time you knew it, it would have been too late. And it turn out to be a disappoinment & disguise to you.

There is many things you see or heard doesnt mean it is the fact. For eg. many a times i just believe the words and problem that is happening around my friends & loved ones. But how many a times do you actually believe what they said? For me i can say 8/10 i would chose to believe. Especially ur good friends and loved ones. Even it isnt the truth you would still chose to believe. People whom u trust the most tends to be people you care n dependant the most. If one day he or she turns out to be otherwise?...how would you feel? Me? Like a dark shadow cast over my head. And is time to reflect and change my mindset of human being.

Advice is not to be too simple minded. Things are not as simple as you think. Look into a bigger picture & think wiser would be the best for one self by not letting yourself been deceived.

Being considerate dont always bring you kindness in return...Blu Blu wif his OUT A THIS WORLD CHIPS....is nice can try...Vinegar taste

Sign....

Feeling so lousy again...i really need to do something to make myself happy...

Be positive & enlightened. I need to relax & be less hard on myself. Taking things easy.

Balancing my own life is hard. Going through spiral of depression like pms, mood swing, seeking slience and wana be alone. Let my mind in a rest mode...

But not forgetting to thanks beary for the advance exclusive x'mas gift...will be very meaningful for u, my friends & family. And Thank you for your high tolerants on me. i will take it easy on myself. tata.

Two days ago...

Yeh! It's May May 22nd B'Day...We went to tampines stadium a japanese $0.99 sushi restaurant & was a recommendation by sharon who saw it over a TV variety show. It was quite a cosy & well decorated japanese restaurant. I think for the 1st time customer will try out because of it's 0.99cts per sushi plate attracts them. Is rather cheaper than those branded sushi outlet which cost ard 1.9 per plate? I not sure, but the choice of selection not much. Anyway these was what we did for our B'Day girl that special night...too bad siyong & XJ couldnt make it if not it will be a complete... May she stay HappY & this lovely always=)

New family member

Tada!!! new marine life in my house!!! These "V" shape glass was bought by my sister over at Tampines IKEA. Dont know why she got the sudden urge to buy this glass vase and tot of raring little Tetra inside. It's her 1st time raring fish and for a good start i think she simply love the glass vase and hope to see sometime special inside other then just normal flower in the vase. And i see is a new hobby for her now. But sadly to say she bought 10 Tetra ytd and till this morning left only 3 survived. I dont have any experience or knowledge on what kind of fishes is suitable to be rare in such a small vase. Yet i m sure is possible if you observe more & give them more attention? haha still not good enough i suppose. Well watever it is hope this remaining Tetra dont disappoint my sis & live happily inside there new cosy home. Welcome them.

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Another month for us. Finally we get to watch A Battle Of Wits starring Andy Lau the 'Ge Li' lone warrior. I personally feels that most guys would prefer this type of movie cus is all about man fighting bravely over the battle of war for power & desire.

My week end was quite a meaningful one cus this early afternoon i went to attend my brother's ex tutor wedding Hi Tea Lunch held at Raffle Town Club. 1st time having invitation in the afternoon compare to those usual wedding night dinner. It was a buffet type free and easy lunch over the side of the tables. The layout was the same as night dinner, just that the concept was a buffet kind. The bride groom & bride mate looks lovely & envious. It was all about your closed ones around you, sharing your happy moment on such an important day which will be an unforgettable occassion for your whole entire life. I think that marriage is really another walking route to a new life which two hearts crossed the path. But all this needs $$$$ haha...no $$$ no wedding. So young people better start saving now and think what you really want in your future to come.

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Ahhhh..suddenly got a stomach pain. My sis say must be gastric pain. I dont even got common gastric pain how can it be? I just feel bloated but after applying chinese medication oil i feel a bit more relief. Hope tmr i will be fine.

And looking back at some of my pictures uploaded on sharon msn blog, i notice at that time i was quite thin compare to NOW! I seems to have grow a bit fatter after i started working. Omg!!! Really couldnt believe these, i think i've gain some weight although i never really go n take my weight mesurement. Perhaps when u start to work, esp those staying inside office. You tend to seat more, eat more & grow more. Aiyo really must exercise to burn some of the unwanted fats down. Dont wana fall sick with any kind of illness. Is really bery costly n wastful. Yummy roast duck meat n pork...mouth drooling :).....

Movies to Catch!

Haha wana know what i did for my week end? Well didnt get to meet up with him for a week and finally just the one n only precious saturday we met up had lunch n head down to Vivo City for a movie threat. And 1st time i could see the cinema queue so scary that the people can queue until out of the bounderies. I was kinda of reluctant to watch after i saw such a long queue. But we spotted the AXN machine & decided to do our booking over that machine even thou there was a mini queue still at least was shorter one compare to the ticketing boot. He wanted to watch Battle of wits but the timing slot was fully book one after the next time slot. So we decided to watch Happy Feet although i had a rough impression of the storyline wasnt that good cus was just singing & abt a penguine with special feet that could dance . Yet surprisingly it was a great, entertaining & touching show. Worth watching i could say 4/5 stars. And not forgetting the upcoming movie "Open Season" also a another entertaining cartoon movie. A hilarious story. All about animals haha. Anyway really njoy the movie and his company. Sorry that i m lazy at times to get my butt off the sofa =P forgive me hehe.( i know you will=P) Lastly congrats to averil for getting into the next round. Just want her to know no matter what is the result she is a star in our heart. Wish her all the best.

Like a bridge over troubled water...

Have u ever had this kind of feeling before? Anyway, I came across these interesting statement saying " Mens are appalling", "We never really mature, not on the inside. It's all just an act. Don't ever trust men. We're dreadful. Enjoy us, use us, abuse us, but never ever trust us." Have u ever suspect ur love ones ard you r true to u? i think it same goes to women who can be just as equal as how a men can behave. I personally thinks this is what i see in the society now & something that just spice up your life if u ever met such situation.

Recently i've rather felt weary & small, stepping one stone at a time. Hope i wont fall.

Design Cars...


First time went to see motorshow at suntex city so here are some pics taken and credit goes to XM...sony digital cam ho ho ho^^v Nice cars but my desire car not the few above:( cus i m more on commercial cars keke. Start dreaming again haiz...

HeLlo...

So tired that still got 4 more days to weekend! Why time is so slow? Yet i find e time passed so fast whenever i meet out my close friends & love ones. Why God dont give us more time to play!!!!Time really not enough for me to do many things i want but even if i got time i think i will use it to sleep & watch TV haha. Time just really files and each day i seems like growIng older & start to think a lot bout my own future sian -.- Anyway wana share this to you guys...

Cute? haha is from one of e toy machine which cost 2 golden coin for each set of 3. Me & sis simply finds it cute n interesting so we each had a set.

Hope i can smile like the dolls & feeling good each n every moment. I am feeling rather fortunate & blessed to have a family who dotes & take care of me, friends who shares my sorrows & of cos the fun & joy we had.
And my worries will soOn be gone...i will be bacK wIf my laUghter agAin haha

Remember to watch Channel U this comiNg Wed n look out for Averil Chan!!!