A New Perspective

21/06/06 my leaVe day ^^v
Today i going back to school to collect my cert and do some catching up with my friends.Look forward to see miss princess linda's laughter,encouragement & her stories. Not forgetting eugene & ser lee joining too.Actually today is also a good reflection day for me. 1 month later i will be jobless,alone,dreamer,laugh like no body business and most importantly i will be happy and grateful to myself. I had this life that looked great on the outside, but on the inside I had a hole in my heart. Nobody will ever know or even understand why there is a hole in my heart and what happened except my room mate. You learn, right, a lot of people's problems why they get upset, why they get down, why they turn to drink is because they can't say one word and it's N-O, no. There were times when there were parts that I was sure I got and then I didn't, and I did get upset. But at this point, it doesn't affect me in the least because I know it just doesnt works on me. I don't get upset over things I can control, because if I can control them there's no sense in getting upset. And I don't get upset over things I can't control, because if I can't control them there's no sense in getting upset. You control your future, your destiny. What you think about comes about. In other words, one is responsible for one's own destiny and one has also the capacity for hewing out one's own destiny. Pain Hurts but its the memories that kill you. Sometimes I wish I was a little kid again....skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts! They say, 'forgive and forget', but if someone's worth forgiving, you'll never forget them. My room mate told me don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened. Life is as ruff as sleeping as boulders but when you finally find that one indescribeable person, it feels as if all weight is lifted off your chest and its as soothing and calming as lilies blowing through an oceans breeze. Dream as if you'll live forever. Live as if you'll die today. The very least you can do in your life is to figure out what you hope for. And the most you can do is live inside that hope. Not admire it from a distance but live right in it, under its roof.

I've learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.

Should you find yourself at a loss and pondering what is life all about, asking what is my purpose? Be thankful. There are those who didn't live long enough to get the opportunity.

It's my life!

Few days ago i also happened to saw a few meaningful quotes wana share with you guys:

"Truth and tears clear the way to a deep and lasting friendship."

"True friendship is never serene."
- Mariede Svign