A New Perspective

Upset!

Again...feeling so down this morning. I really dont wish this to happen at all but it happened. Why i cant control my emotion. Why i have to let out my feelings and say things that i shouldnt said. I cant keep my feelings within myself. Feel so disappointed with myself what should i do. I dont wish to see this continues. Please bring me far far away beary...i afraid i cant hold on anymore. Something is wrong within me or someone else. Why i cant be myself? Why must i always endure the shit! Perhaps i should let the cat out of the bag then everything will be clear as water. But i didnt! Cause i still cares and dont want to turn out to be a mess. And yet the blind person dont appreciate at all and e associate is just adding hot oil in! So is my problem now or their problem? Couldnt stand any longer...please guide me to peace n justics.