A New Perspective

26.10.2006

Been pretty restless & down on mood lately. It’s been a long time since I had a good laugh & light weight feeling.

Where has all the laughter & happiness gone to?

Weary of my job scope & miserable income. Working enviroment has a major transformation & morale running low . Fellow colleagues are bidding off one by one.

I long for a break . To sit down and think what I really want.

To plan & set attainable goals . To be happy & fulfilled.

Some random rants that is dying to burst out ...

I m deprived of sleep . I sucks-_-

Him:
Me helpless & sadden by the cries of tears, no amount of words of consolation could change the fact. And i couldn't do much to help relieve the problem & sadness.
But hopes this will be a beginning that doesnt part...when she truly apprecaites him.

Friends:
I'm rather selective of who my friends are. I cherish those good buddies of mine & they are already part of my life. Take that away from me and my life won't be in balance. The importance of friends.

Me:
Sometimes when i wanna talk about my feelings, no one is there to listen. And when they are free, I just dont feel like saying anything. The moment you feel like sharing it, it just vanish in the thin air & gone.

There is this saying:
The most difficult phase of life is not when no one understands you; It is when you dont understand yourself

I think i cant seem to understand myself lately...need to recharge, relax & reflect on myself. I will be fine...cuz goin for sinGing sessIon soon wif my Buddies Yeh!