Meet The Robinsons

For those who went to watch movice for the past few months this frogs looks familiar right? Always before the movie starts...
This dino did a very good role play inside cus his actions can tell wahaha...

Last night my bear & i went to meet the robinsons family...& how i wish i am one of there member haha. Dreaming again....Time machine is all we need!!!! But no such thing as time machine!!! If you can see your future is a rather bad one then no point going to the future even its a good one things may go wrong too. Stay in the presents & decide your own fate.

Hello Kitty ....

This is a 3D mini calendar brought back from taiwan...wooo..is so interesting. Colourful & cute that i cant resist to take pictures of them...

KL goodies...

Haha this is what my sis bought when she was back from her short get-away.

Not forgetting Blu-Blu also have his share...i haven try these sweets..but should be nice since my sis always have good taste ;o

My Friday night

I was so busy with my month end closing & suddenly my mobile rings. It was lilia telling me something happened to one of our good friend. I wasnt very shocked but worried cus i'm half way thru my work & couldnt get away to keep her company. Yet all thanks to our Rong ge who manage to rush down earlier to take care of her. Nevertherless i tried to rush finish my work & went to to see her after that, similiarly reen & lia was also there=) When i saw the girl i was glad everything was in control already. But i knew that she broke down & cried hoping she would never want to hurt her mom again. A lot of personal things, which have to do with her mother and other issues that she have to deal with is not easy at all. I personally feel she had done a lot for her family which some people dont even know how to appreciate some of the good things in their lives. JUst truly hope & wish everything will be fine for her.

Later on me & bear went Clark Quey 1 night Stand...& this is what we did...

One Draught Hoegaarden Magnem share two...worth it cus is bigger then my palm size. But the best part bout 1 night stand was there is live band performance which you will listen to the latest pop english songs. Is a English pub so no mandrian songs=) Could say music washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life. Guess it makes my hactic working days a relaxing one.

29.03.2007 HappY B'DaY sister...

HaPpy Birthday to you my sister....what a simple yet lovely & delicious ice cream pinky cake brought from my mom....may she stay bubbly healthy & successful in everything she achieve=)

yeh...

something to share...
New family member just joined in my sister soft toy clan haha. Really cute & special...Can see which one is the new soft toy? Anyway was bought back home by my mom and dont know why she would bring that cute soft toy haha perhaps is a freee one...

And a monkey key chain by bear but is a bit dirty already so i didnt chain with my keys. Mr bean holiday wooo.....

TGIWE!

Hooray.. no more saturday work means more sleep & rest haha. But no excuse cant do housework=( anyway is fun that u can do something for the house even is just the simplest job, cus it brings out the sense of belonging to your family. Is a kind of practice that each of us have to contribute to share out the household chores so as my mom dont need to do it at least on week ends=)

Ytd went to catch 300 with bear & amazingly it was a good movie. Fight for the glory & fight for your people. Even with just 3oo warriors against thousands of enemy, they had shown great vigor & courage in the battle. It just proves that you have to be born n train as the finest warrior then you are fit to fight for your people. But the finished was 300 warriors died with pride & dignity which was admired & respected by their people later. My bear enjoyed so much & kept acting like a warrior himself so funny haha. Glad that movie was a worthy one but i realise i've watch quite a few bloody movies so weird. Why these days movie makers are filming so much killing of human being show? Perhaps is a trend now. BUt people please dont follow is really dangerous! Is just a movie after all=)

Sadden...

Really got nothing to say. Even less encouragement i will still be the never say die spirit=) Will do it all by myself again ^^v

Realisation

Lots of things on my mind & got me thinking. Then just recently saw my friends email knowing that one of my good friend mom was admitted to hospital & need to undergo examination. Then i realise live is really very fragile that can happen on all ages. I just felt i m once again blessed with good friends ard me caring family & loving bear. I just want to pray & hope for my good friends & family ard them to have less suffering & recover soon=)

Get them well soon...

My creation...

Beautiful patong beach engaged with exciting friends & love ones with a breathtaking scenery...trilling activities leaving unforgettable experience=)

yehhh..

Yeh finally going for a getaway to Phuket wif friends & love one. After a tiring work w/o resting just to get things done my mind really needs a good rest. Never tot my live had changed so much since i left my previous Co. I guess this is wat i call real work. Really get myself involved and hand up my reports in time & making out payments. Damn so busy=( Delightful to say can take a 3 days break to relax & hav fun ...see you guys ...miss me okie.. haha

Pre-Peeks of my CNY HOuse DeCoratiOn...

Some Flash Backs!!

HelLo everyone!! It's been really sometime since i update my entries. Please pandon me for not able to update although there was many events happening around me yet i couldnt spare the time. Now i am feeling a bit more relax & sit down to recall back what i did for the past few weeks.

Got myself a new job and was really busy with my duties & task. On the other hand i find it is something new for me & able to gain more responsibilty with my work.

Well i met up my groups of friends not long ago, for a good hot steamboat session although not very nice but the purpose was to catch up wif my friends & some updates of their daily lives. A message for May May wish her happI & healthy. And friends stay cool & funky.

And not forgotten just yesterday was Valentines' Day. And was Vday i suppose people out there do show their appreciation, affection & love to your loved ones on that special day.
It's a day of love to everyone...Never forget a man should treat his gf with respect before & after
with lotsa of love & appreciation as well...

Lastly a HaPpy ChinEse Pig YeAr to my family, friends & loved one. May you guys enjoy yourself during this festi season eat drink & gamble like a PIG hahaha..huat ah.....

=)

My poor blog seems like neglated for many days and my apology for not updating her. Anyway felt relieved tat my friend reen ear had finally recovered cus glad she didnt drag it any longer to see another specialist Dr which i recommended. I think is serious if u dont get any better or cure from doctor's who cant give proper treatment or advice. The getting back of hearing ability is definately shiok haha. Guess she now can even hear the slightest wind breeze haha.

Friends are like half of ur soul-mate that are able to click well, chill out, doing crazy stuffs, serious talking and sorts...

It's hard to find someone with similiar chemistry & frequency nowadays. Perhaps it applies for me...yet i m glad i stil got friends who i can share my concern & laughter with.

I begin to realised as we grow older, the number of friends increases ( more acquaintances) but close friend decreases. Just a handful. As due to the busy schedule & other commitments, meeting up is lesser.

Is gd that there is still a few gd friends will make the effort to arrange some meetups & cares bout the friendship. Friends who truly cares will be there for u regardless of ur tight schedule. This is wat i call people who are genuine to u. It is never too little jus to show your concern to anyone u have lost touch or seen for yrs.

His been busy wif his school assignment for the past few days & finally was done. Poor hardworking him burned mid nite oil jus to get everything nicely done haha. Dont eat too much chocolate wor. Fish is good haha. But for all of that then i'm able to see him peacefully. Stress-free for the moment & relax for the meantime. hooray....

Gonna be freelance soon haha...will be a part-time maid at home for a short period jus nice to clean up for CNY yeh...

Sharing of Special Day...

Here are some updates of wedding occasion i went. Is only thru special day then u get to see some of ur relatives & long term friends happily gather together. Only then i realise we attended some of these events w/o recalling much of our relation with these people or perhaps memory is falling back haha...anyway these are also the day that everybody could share the joy of happiness.

Trying html...

Been trying very hard on my blog to get new layout & browse thru html website for some tutorial. I spend quite some time, effort & patience to explore every detail of the codes. Well at least i learn quite a few tips. Perhaps looking thru some HTML book also help. haiz when will i get my own fully done blog?

Lost patience...

Why....................

Some updates...

X mas is over yet rain is still showering like cats & dogs...sign...when will this mercy rain be over? Fortunately for us no any major disaster accept experience a few hrs of eletricity power cut or a minor earth quake which is not around my area. Where as country like msia is facing flooding problem...no homes..no food..and helpless. Hope all this will be gone soon and everythings back to normal.

I've enojyed my x mas eve although there was some restriction to make noise in the hotel room yet everyone's pressencs make it feel special. I even receive my 2nd roses again which i quite like the color this time. Couldn't ask for more & no more flowers for me haha. I've received lotsa of Love & concern from my family members, friends who truly cares & people ard me. I felt cared for & is glad to know people around me cares & misses me. My x mas eve is occupied & hopfully new year day too.

Off mood lately...kind of depressed ...but i never fail to share my tots to anyone whose close to my heart & understand how i feels. Thanks for those who had been listening to me & all my grantings. All i need is some secure in myself.

A brand new year coming & hope everyone enjoys their Happy Holidays!!!!

Peko & Poko x'mas cake!!!! So lovely=)can see cannot eat=()....

Jingle bell on the way...

Yeh!! waiting patiently for tmr nite mini x'mas eve party with my lovely friends and love ones. Will be exchanging gifts & playin some games s usual. Just that event will took place in a special place too....shall not reveal haha. As this year will also be a special x'mas season for me cus i will be spending my 1st x'mas eve with bearx2 & njoy the moment like everybody out there. Despite Dec raining season i suppose everyone still have the festi mood to celebrate & partying out there. Just a wish from me to santa clause: Can i just have the next two days a slight rain will do? X'mas is all about sharing, giving and gathering with your family, friends & love ones. Hope everyone will gain some festi weight during the x'mas season & may your wishes comes true...*shine And for one of my friend who couldnt join us due to her posted schedule so wana wish her merry merry x'mas and hope she have a wonderful flying trip while she has to work. Will enjoy the gathering on her behalf and hope to see her soon..bless everyone.

wow..

Look these was what my sister did during the rain...using her finger jus to draw out blu blu on the window panel...look so cute n real..simply took down the scene before it fades slowly...hehe...

hooRay...

Yeh! Two more weeks to christmas....hope there is some x'mas atmosphere here hehe. Wana bring in some x'mas mood in before everyone starts slacking and tired of their working life:)
Be ready to count down for reen B'Day too!

Little sheep got so powerful?

Haha i got this picture from him and dont know where he source this picture from. But honestly is a good one cus it really best describe me. Why? Cus little sheep sometimes will behave like that giving teddy bear a hard time getting along happily. Never tot little sheep also can be so powerful haha=P One day we shall see the outcome of the teddy bear & hope still survive...

Teddy Bears on X'mas Tree....

m i being too simple-minded?

Sometime i tot being simple minded makes oneself think less and not be bothered by too much of what is exactly happening around you. But the fact is till now then i realise many things i dont see or i dont know is not as simple as i tot. Yet by the time you knew it, it would have been too late. And it turn out to be a disappoinment & disguise to you.

There is many things you see or heard doesnt mean it is the fact. For eg. many a times i just believe the words and problem that is happening around my friends & loved ones. But how many a times do you actually believe what they said? For me i can say 8/10 i would chose to believe. Especially ur good friends and loved ones. Even it isnt the truth you would still chose to believe. People whom u trust the most tends to be people you care n dependant the most. If one day he or she turns out to be otherwise?...how would you feel? Me? Like a dark shadow cast over my head. And is time to reflect and change my mindset of human being.

Advice is not to be too simple minded. Things are not as simple as you think. Look into a bigger picture & think wiser would be the best for one self by not letting yourself been deceived.

Being considerate dont always bring you kindness in return...Blu Blu wif his OUT A THIS WORLD CHIPS....is nice can try...Vinegar taste

Sign....

Feeling so lousy again...i really need to do something to make myself happy...

Be positive & enlightened. I need to relax & be less hard on myself. Taking things easy.

Balancing my own life is hard. Going through spiral of depression like pms, mood swing, seeking slience and wana be alone. Let my mind in a rest mode...

But not forgetting to thanks beary for the advance exclusive x'mas gift...will be very meaningful for u, my friends & family. And Thank you for your high tolerants on me. i will take it easy on myself. tata.

Two days ago...

Yeh! It's May May 22nd B'Day...We went to tampines stadium a japanese $0.99 sushi restaurant & was a recommendation by sharon who saw it over a TV variety show. It was quite a cosy & well decorated japanese restaurant. I think for the 1st time customer will try out because of it's 0.99cts per sushi plate attracts them. Is rather cheaper than those branded sushi outlet which cost ard 1.9 per plate? I not sure, but the choice of selection not much. Anyway these was what we did for our B'Day girl that special night...too bad siyong & XJ couldnt make it if not it will be a complete... May she stay HappY & this lovely always=)

New family member

Tada!!! new marine life in my house!!! These "V" shape glass was bought by my sister over at Tampines IKEA. Dont know why she got the sudden urge to buy this glass vase and tot of raring little Tetra inside. It's her 1st time raring fish and for a good start i think she simply love the glass vase and hope to see sometime special inside other then just normal flower in the vase. And i see is a new hobby for her now. But sadly to say she bought 10 Tetra ytd and till this morning left only 3 survived. I dont have any experience or knowledge on what kind of fishes is suitable to be rare in such a small vase. Yet i m sure is possible if you observe more & give them more attention? haha still not good enough i suppose. Well watever it is hope this remaining Tetra dont disappoint my sis & live happily inside there new cosy home. Welcome them.

:)

Another month for us. Finally we get to watch A Battle Of Wits starring Andy Lau the 'Ge Li' lone warrior. I personally feels that most guys would prefer this type of movie cus is all about man fighting bravely over the battle of war for power & desire.

My week end was quite a meaningful one cus this early afternoon i went to attend my brother's ex tutor wedding Hi Tea Lunch held at Raffle Town Club. 1st time having invitation in the afternoon compare to those usual wedding night dinner. It was a buffet type free and easy lunch over the side of the tables. The layout was the same as night dinner, just that the concept was a buffet kind. The bride groom & bride mate looks lovely & envious. It was all about your closed ones around you, sharing your happy moment on such an important day which will be an unforgettable occassion for your whole entire life. I think that marriage is really another walking route to a new life which two hearts crossed the path. But all this needs $$$$ haha...no $$$ no wedding. So young people better start saving now and think what you really want in your future to come.

-.-

Ahhhh..suddenly got a stomach pain. My sis say must be gastric pain. I dont even got common gastric pain how can it be? I just feel bloated but after applying chinese medication oil i feel a bit more relief. Hope tmr i will be fine.

And looking back at some of my pictures uploaded on sharon msn blog, i notice at that time i was quite thin compare to NOW! I seems to have grow a bit fatter after i started working. Omg!!! Really couldnt believe these, i think i've gain some weight although i never really go n take my weight mesurement. Perhaps when u start to work, esp those staying inside office. You tend to seat more, eat more & grow more. Aiyo really must exercise to burn some of the unwanted fats down. Dont wana fall sick with any kind of illness. Is really bery costly n wastful. Yummy roast duck meat n pork...mouth drooling :).....

Movies to Catch!

Haha wana know what i did for my week end? Well didnt get to meet up with him for a week and finally just the one n only precious saturday we met up had lunch n head down to Vivo City for a movie threat. And 1st time i could see the cinema queue so scary that the people can queue until out of the bounderies. I was kinda of reluctant to watch after i saw such a long queue. But we spotted the AXN machine & decided to do our booking over that machine even thou there was a mini queue still at least was shorter one compare to the ticketing boot. He wanted to watch Battle of wits but the timing slot was fully book one after the next time slot. So we decided to watch Happy Feet although i had a rough impression of the storyline wasnt that good cus was just singing & abt a penguine with special feet that could dance . Yet surprisingly it was a great, entertaining & touching show. Worth watching i could say 4/5 stars. And not forgetting the upcoming movie "Open Season" also a another entertaining cartoon movie. A hilarious story. All about animals haha. Anyway really njoy the movie and his company. Sorry that i m lazy at times to get my butt off the sofa =P forgive me hehe.( i know you will=P) Lastly congrats to averil for getting into the next round. Just want her to know no matter what is the result she is a star in our heart. Wish her all the best.

Like a bridge over troubled water...

Have u ever had this kind of feeling before? Anyway, I came across these interesting statement saying " Mens are appalling", "We never really mature, not on the inside. It's all just an act. Don't ever trust men. We're dreadful. Enjoy us, use us, abuse us, but never ever trust us." Have u ever suspect ur love ones ard you r true to u? i think it same goes to women who can be just as equal as how a men can behave. I personally thinks this is what i see in the society now & something that just spice up your life if u ever met such situation.

Recently i've rather felt weary & small, stepping one stone at a time. Hope i wont fall.

Design Cars...


First time went to see motorshow at suntex city so here are some pics taken and credit goes to XM...sony digital cam ho ho ho^^v Nice cars but my desire car not the few above:( cus i m more on commercial cars keke. Start dreaming again haiz...

HeLlo...

So tired that still got 4 more days to weekend! Why time is so slow? Yet i find e time passed so fast whenever i meet out my close friends & love ones. Why God dont give us more time to play!!!!Time really not enough for me to do many things i want but even if i got time i think i will use it to sleep & watch TV haha. Time just really files and each day i seems like growIng older & start to think a lot bout my own future sian -.- Anyway wana share this to you guys...

Cute? haha is from one of e toy machine which cost 2 golden coin for each set of 3. Me & sis simply finds it cute n interesting so we each had a set.

Hope i can smile like the dolls & feeling good each n every moment. I am feeling rather fortunate & blessed to have a family who dotes & take care of me, friends who shares my sorrows & of cos the fun & joy we had.
And my worries will soOn be gone...i will be bacK wIf my laUghter agAin haha

Remember to watch Channel U this comiNg Wed n look out for Averil Chan!!!

SiyonG's adVance B'Day

These was what i did last night with my usual good friends although some of them couldnt make it hope x'mas day can catch up with them =)...Firstly wana Thanks the b'day boy for the kind invitation dinner which i guess everyone has longed for or only me? haha anyway..Hope he like the gift & may his wishes come true.


And post x'mas pictures with the largest x'mas tree @ TakashimaYa haha...

Some of my thoughts

Looking at the mirror facing me reflects a girl with sad round eyes & a weak smile forced out.
Deep inside her she feels she is unique & has dreams to make it big for whatever she wish to achieve in work, love life, personal matters and contribution to the society for satisfaction...yet...Time is unripe & with no luck Only dreaming haha...

Questioning and searchin inner soul for the answer...

And this may be one of my answer cus i enjoy sharing my deepest thoughts to people who really cares & is interested in my life. Not those superficial people who simply ask for the sake of asking. Or selfish people who only talks about themselves. I simply miss the times sitting around coffee joint outlets with close friends, sharing, chating bout the past, present & perhaps future plans...the growing process together bonds each other. But with other commitments & hectic lifestyle, it's kinda of hard these days...kind of sad..but cant be sad, be glad cus it happened. haha tats wat wen finds it meaningful which sheng use it over his blog.

Jun Rong's B'day

Haha although we dont quite remember which day was his b'day yet we never failed to gave him an advance b'day celebration. haha thanks to Lilia...

My laughter's back haha

Last week periodically i went to ViVo City for the past 3 days watch movie look around & i agaga know how to get my way to any of the shops i want to go haha. Cus when i 1st went there, it was quite big that you might not remember how you 1st get back to the same shop & not knowing every outlet that you want to go. But it took me 3 days to be familiar with the whole shopping mall structure. Here what me n my family did...Makan haha very lucky to get a private room cus the main area seats were all occupied so left the VIP room good right?


an hour later....eat again haha...singaporeans like family & me, to us enjoying the finest ice-cream is the best haha..

k-ster

Weekends is a day to rest where we can put everything aside & relax, spend time & get together with family, friends or loved ones. Although i got to work half day on Sat-_- but i get to join my lovely friends after work for K! See how engrossed & hapPy they were...making all sorts of post haha...posers for the night...



Hope the gals had enjoyed themselves cus i did^^v cheerS~

26.10.2006

Been pretty restless & down on mood lately. It’s been a long time since I had a good laugh & light weight feeling.

Where has all the laughter & happiness gone to?

Weary of my job scope & miserable income. Working enviroment has a major transformation & morale running low . Fellow colleagues are bidding off one by one.

I long for a break . To sit down and think what I really want.

To plan & set attainable goals . To be happy & fulfilled.

Some random rants that is dying to burst out ...

I m deprived of sleep . I sucks-_-

Him:
Me helpless & sadden by the cries of tears, no amount of words of consolation could change the fact. And i couldn't do much to help relieve the problem & sadness.
But hopes this will be a beginning that doesnt part...when she truly apprecaites him.

Friends:
I'm rather selective of who my friends are. I cherish those good buddies of mine & they are already part of my life. Take that away from me and my life won't be in balance. The importance of friends.

Me:
Sometimes when i wanna talk about my feelings, no one is there to listen. And when they are free, I just dont feel like saying anything. The moment you feel like sharing it, it just vanish in the thin air & gone.

There is this saying:
The most difficult phase of life is not when no one understands you; It is when you dont understand yourself

I think i cant seem to understand myself lately...need to recharge, relax & reflect on myself. I will be fine...cuz goin for sinGing sessIon soon wif my Buddies Yeh!

Ipoh Trip

Last week end holiday i went to Ipoh with my closed one & friends. He & his friend actually planned before hand as we will spend our holiday eve to Ipoh and was assure that we agreed upon that trip. We were quite looking forward to it when he say we will be goin to a Cave Temple which sounds new & exciting to us. But he later told me everything got to be cancelled cus they need to work OT during the holiday for the extra income which sounds good too cus holiday pay is double isnt that temptating? Well is understandable so immediately i shut my mind off n not think about the trip anymore cus there will always be a chance to visit Ipoh. Yet to my disappointment he & his friend last minute told me they dont need to work OT & will continue the plan to Ipoh on that night. I was quite surprise cus i wasnt prepared at all to leave any soon when everything seems so sudden. Wen & me got to rush home in half an hours time just to get our important stuff n leave very soon cus we had to rush to JB and catch the last bus to Ipoh if not we shall be wondering around like homeless people =P Gladly to say we managed to get 1130 last bus to Ipoh but cost us RM65 bucks = $32.50 sing dollar. Normal days the rate should be RM30 but eve and public holiday extra charges for these bus agency. Very good calculation for them. Anyway since we are there doesnt matter bout the price anymore as long as everyone agreed n happY with it. It was a long 8 hours journey which i recalled back when my friends wen & me went to Genting HigHlands. But to my disappoinment was the so called Express bus we were taking wasnt that impressive & comfortable as i think. Looks good but the seats wasnt my type of comfort & the air-con will drip water down when it was shut off. He had a hard time sleeping n making himself comfortable on his seat which i felt helpless cus i cant do anything too. My conclusion was misa bus really can not make it-.-

Finally we reached Ipoh n headed to a budget hotel name Robin hotel sounds good ah? RM65 a day quite reasonable price n reasonable stay cus we jus need a shower room bed n air-con. But i think our spore Hotel 81 should be even better than that hehe. Soon we went to a coffee shop nearby for a meal 1st before we head off to the Cave Temple. As I notice while the guys are making their orders from the vendors, the people over there speaks no english nor simple mandrian jus their dialet cantonese language which non of our dialet is cantonese. But slight chinese language they could understand lets not say malay language. After all i'm sure everyone enjoyed themselves although its a long tiring journey back, but fortunately the bus back to spore was a FIVESTAR bus which was much more comfortable than the "Express" bus=P

My weekend!

Last weekend i've enjoyed myself with my closed ones. Went crab fishing and kite flying. Both was my 1st time although both i've seen people doing it before yet last weekend I finally got the chance to experience myself. The crab fishing was fun even though I dont get to bring home any crab 6.6 haha. The fun part was I actually get to learn to drop the net attached with a smelly fish head down the river and patiently waiting for the crab to be trap haha. The other part was I went Marina Bay for kite flying cum picnic. Despite a few really bad haze days we still went on with our plans arranged earlier on. Could say everyone was looking forward to it. We were relaxing & enjoying ourselves with all the yummy foods that each of us had made. But too bad Mayx2 & xiao jun not able to make it if not our 9 fairies will be complete for that day haha. I personally felt kite flying was an effortless interest but indeed an relaxing one. Learning how to follow the windy direction in order to allow ur kite fly high and far. But I definitely enjoy, like, the whole process. I enjoy my closed ones company and everything we did together. As long as they enjoyed themselves and I'm happy in myself, my life and my day, that's all the truly concerns me. Waiting for the next outing session with them soon ^^v Some happy moments taken down by aka XM:

Yeh!

Congratez! To Averil little mermaid whom was one of the Top 24 among 40 hopefuls contestants held last weekend the Superstar Singing competition at Suntex City. So joyful and excited for her. Her singing skill was better than i expected cus i only heard my sis said she not only can sing but sings very well too. And to my amazed her voice was really fantastic when i heard it live over at Suntex City. Although there was quite tough contestants too she still managed to performed her best and presented her original style. A very modest and cheerful friendly girl i know. Just for your info she is my sis only best polymate cum friend. And if you guys happen to catch the upcoming Superstar show please look out for her Averil with the longest hair and sweetest smile k! Do support her over the phone calls k!

My friends & My life

Recently my life have been twisted. A life that you call it happiness or something that spice up your life. Whatever that will bring me through i will face it. I don't have expectations. Expectations in your life just lead to giant disappointments. i'm an independent gal after all haha.

And look back the past few days my friends seems to be much more hapPi then i do. For watever reason i also wish them Happi too. Yet i realise one of my good friend seems to be facing an unknown "sickness". I just want her to know that I've had disappointments and heartbreaks and setbacks and roles I didn't get before, but something always came along that either made me better or was an even better role. Each of us has an inner thoughts that we can unfold if we will just have the courage to admit what it is. And the faith to trust our own admission. The admitting is often very difficult. I'm truthful and straightforward to the point of being tactless sometimes. But I'm a Gemini. I tot i could help out of been my friend listening ears sharing their happiness or sorrows. But i realise the most difficult thing in the world is to know how to do a thing and to watch someone else doing it wrong, without commenting. Many a times i wanted to share my views or send a message to my friends certain things that are advisable which maybe useful for them, but is often the hardest situation to say it out. Especially when these people are your good friends. If only they knew my good motive i wouldnt have been mistaken by them for my unintentionally action n unrudely speech.

I know i cant please most of my friends & love ones. Yet i still couldnt please them enough. Many things is out of my own control and means. Understanding is all i need. I just hope my friends can truly share their tots when they preach to me or consider me as their friend. Do you think i care if you are just a nobody to me? It only hurts your good friends around you rather then yourself. Human being is selfish but never to your closest kin or bestest friend. Take it as i m demanding and unreasonable for all that i 've done. Cus i'm just been myself honestly.My friends & love ones tend to dont understand me but for all this i 've never take it to hard cus life is just too short to be fear & anger for anything. Is either u r horrible or miserable. I m just the miserable happI one.

Recall back wen & shan b'day

Pictures says everything see for urself haha..the pizza thingy is on shan b'day outing & since b'day gal felt she dont look good that night so as to respect her i shall not post her pic up keke. May this 2 lovely ladies stay truly haPpi n cheerfUL forever k! Best is meet your Prince charMing soon!

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Hi people, upon my gd friend request i think i got to clarify why am i writing the way that some of you dont understand even i used very simple english to express my entries. But 1st thank you for ur comments n spontanous remarks. Actually what i want to say over my entries is to express to you guys most of the things that is happening around me. And is not entirely bout myself only. Mostly is about you guys and people i know. I cant expose the true event that had happened over here cus i value my personal life & to protect my friends privacy. Bascially everything that had happened i just wrote how i felt towards their lives, decision they made & my aim is to give them some ideas, a little bit of hopes, aimless dreams & full encouragement. You guys don have to read too much on what i think but perhaps forcus on the things u do n carefully decide it b4 it hurts u.

Wat D haCk Am i DoInG?

Recently many things had happened. Be it good or bad lives got to move on. Some of my thoughts was a fear of the unknown keeps a lot of people from leaving bad situations. There are good and bad times, but our mood changes more often than our fortune. It is easy to hate and it is difficult to love. This is how the whole scheme of things works. All good things are difficult to achieve; and bad things are very easy to get. If everything is very important, then nothing is important. Dont give urself hard time cus not everything that is faced can be changed, but nothing can be changed until it is faced. I always believe there's a reason why you go through everything. We should know that we are all part of the whole, we are all together. And everything that we do affects each other. Some people come into our lives,leave footprints in our hearts,and we are never ever the same. It is the same as, its hard to pretend you love someone when you don't but its harder to pretend that you don't love someone when you really do. We must all suffer one of two things: the pain of discipline or the pain of regret or disappointment. Just have to accept it and ur life will be better.

Advance mini b'day celebration 4 Shanx2...

At first i tot we have agreed to have dinner at Takashimaya pepper lunch but shanx2 & friends would prefer pizza hut over pepper lunch. So we had pizza at lucky plaza which i didnt even notice there is an outlet there & is just infront of the lift-.-"
Anyway was quite a pleasure to see our b'day girl 1st time dressed so formally bcus of her training session jus before our meeting up. Could see she wasnt very comfortable with her formal outfit and e shape pointed high-heel shoe hee. But she does look neat with her hair bun up yet she kept saying looks ugly n old haha. Perhaps she dont bun her hair when she is at outside except at home cus nobody see keke. Anyway it was a nice n special dinner wif my usual gd friends talking and giggling over the dinner. Most importantly was please to see that shanx2 like the adiddas green original sport jacket we gave her. And may she wears the jacket will remind her of her "your lovely friends.com".

And next i wana say my curiousity had an answer cus an event has happened, upon which it is difficult to speak, and impossible to be silent. Everything we hear is an opinion, not a fact. Everything we see is a perspective, not the truth.The truth is cruel, but it can be loved, and it makes free those who have loved it. Most people stumble over the truth, now and then, but they usually manage to pick themselves up and go on, anyway. It is better to be feared than loved, if you cannot be both. I see when men love women, they give them but a little of their lives. But women when they love, they give everything. It is always wise to look ahead, but difficult to look further than you can see.It's not the events of our lives that shape us, but our beliefs as to what those events mean. Life is just like that what to do?

Changes?

After reading shanx2 current entry i think it makes me wanna write something bout "changes in life" or perhaps "Decision-Making". In life when we are a small kid decision making is always decided by our own parents or taken care of and somehow we wont felt the pressure or dilemma in any situation been made for us. But as we grown up everything is moving so fast and you can see changes in our lives that is when u felt u have to make choices of your own. The kind of life you want and decide the life of your own. Things change all the time, and they'll probably never be the same again. It's just the natural evolution of the human condition. Things change, and whatever it is is what it is. I mean, you try to start second guessing that, you either get rich or die broke. Nothing can be worst then that i suppose in singapore case. To me, living in the present means being aware of your conscious choice to focus on the past, present or future - it is not necessarily having to focus on the present. Only one thing has to change for us to know happiness in our lives: where we focus our attention. No one is in control of your happiness but you, therefore, you have the power to change anything about yourself or your life that you want to change.There maybe tough decisions we made but we shouldn't feel bad at all. There have been trade-offs every day, every month, every year. There's a lot that I missed and I do have regrets in that area. Accept everything about yourself I mean everything, You are you and that is the beginning and the end, no apologies, no regrets. Follow your heart never feel sorry for what you have decided:)

Wat D haCk Am i DoInG?

My Sunday ^.^

Went to watch 1st Korean boy band SHINHWA concert at Indoor stadium. Two words to discribe 환상 (fantastic) & 피로한 (tired). Fantastic was bcus of their performance but i believe they can do better. Tired was bcus of the long waiting -_-". Hope Fly 2 the Sky can come to spore too but i think i m been hopeful only....haha.

The price of anything is the amount of life you exchange for it. Live everyday of your life & be content with it.

SenTosA BeacH 03.09.06

Recalled back last sundaY went to Sentosa siloso beach meet up with my colleague & their friend for a beach game. The weather in the late afternoon was rather real humid & hot. Yet the fun was there as far as i can bare =P Not to forget that day was also one of my unlucky day cus my favourite sandal the strip broken! I was so surprised cus i just told them how lasting my sandal had been wore by me till now. Unexpectedly a few mins later when we were rushing to went up the tram, my right sandal strip jus spilt like that. My sisters & sharOn reAlly no heaRt, cus they were laughing happily at me & my broken sandal like nobody business.I wasnt very upset bout it cus i think the strip itself was getting thinner and thinner so eventually it just went broken w/o any warning -.-" And i think it also gave me an excuse to get a new pair of slipper haha. My sister had chosen a green colour slipper similiar design as hers, well for me no comments as long as there is a proper slipper for me to wear. Dont wana walk barefoot like Tarzan-_-" For the night we had spicy noodle for dinner which i think is a new try out for me. The degree of hotness can be decided by urself which was very interesting when most of the guys would love to try it. But my advice to you is try it once and never upset your stomach again if your belly couldnt take it. Dont like one of my colleague next day looking so stress with an upsetting stomach until face turn pale haha =P






Lastly wana say A HaPpy BirThday to VirGo PeI wEn & my dEarest Brother. May you guys staY CheerfUl & Smily Virgo always.

Wat D haCk Am i DoInG?

02.08.2006 The Guitar Night, Classic meets Pop

These was my 3rd time to watch guitar performance presented by 2 popular guitar musician. Organied by the TPGC members which XM belongs to one of them too that night. The location was at DBS auditorium tower 1. Anyway it was again XM kind invitation which i paid for it to listen & enjoy the music that night. The most interesting part was the special guest they 've invited whom was said to be Jacinta( currently spore idol judge)father which was unexpected to me. His indeed a very humours old man with great music talent. Overall was delighted that night thanks XM =D A few Pics taken that night by XM