Wat D haCk Am i DoInG?
Recently many things had happened. Be it good or bad lives got to move on. Some of my thoughts was a fear of the unknown keeps a lot of people from leaving bad situations. There are good and bad times, but our mood changes more often than our fortune. It is easy to hate and it is difficult to love. This is how the whole scheme of things works. All good things are difficult to achieve; and bad things are very easy to get. If everything is very important, then nothing is important. Dont give urself hard time cus not everything that is faced can be changed, but nothing can be changed until it is faced. I always believe there's a reason why you go through everything. We should know that we are all part of the whole, we are all together. And everything that we do affects each other. Some people come into our lives,leave footprints in our hearts,and we are never ever the same. It is the same as, its hard to pretend you love someone when you don't but its harder to pretend that you don't love someone when you really do. We must all suffer one of two things: the pain of discipline or the pain of regret or disappointment. Just have to accept it and ur life will be better.
Monday, September 25, 2006
Friday, September 22, 2006
Advance mini b'day celebration 4 Shanx2...
At first i tot we have agreed to have dinner at Takashimaya pepper lunch but shanx2 & friends would prefer pizza hut over pepper lunch. So we had pizza at lucky plaza which i didnt even notice there is an outlet there & is just infront of the lift-.-"
Anyway was quite a pleasure to see our b'day girl 1st time dressed so formally bcus of her training session jus before our meeting up. Could see she wasnt very comfortable with her formal outfit and e shape pointed high-heel shoe hee. But she does look neat with her hair bun up yet she kept saying looks ugly n old haha. Perhaps she dont bun her hair when she is at outside except at home cus nobody see keke. Anyway it was a nice n special dinner wif my usual gd friends talking and giggling over the dinner. Most importantly was please to see that shanx2 like the adiddas green original sport jacket we gave her. And may she wears the jacket will remind her of her "your lovely friends.com".
And next i wana say my curiousity had an answer cus an event has happened, upon which it is difficult to speak, and impossible to be silent. Everything we hear is an opinion, not a fact. Everything we see is a perspective, not the truth.The truth is cruel, but it can be loved, and it makes free those who have loved it. Most people stumble over the truth, now and then, but they usually manage to pick themselves up and go on, anyway. It is better to be feared than loved, if you cannot be both. I see when men love women, they give them but a little of their lives. But women when they love, they give everything. It is always wise to look ahead, but difficult to look further than you can see.It's not the events of our lives that shape us, but our beliefs as to what those events mean. Life is just like that what to do?
At first i tot we have agreed to have dinner at Takashimaya pepper lunch but shanx2 & friends would prefer pizza hut over pepper lunch. So we had pizza at lucky plaza which i didnt even notice there is an outlet there & is just infront of the lift-.-"
Anyway was quite a pleasure to see our b'day girl 1st time dressed so formally bcus of her training session jus before our meeting up. Could see she wasnt very comfortable with her formal outfit and e shape pointed high-heel shoe hee. But she does look neat with her hair bun up yet she kept saying looks ugly n old haha. Perhaps she dont bun her hair when she is at outside except at home cus nobody see keke. Anyway it was a nice n special dinner wif my usual gd friends talking and giggling over the dinner. Most importantly was please to see that shanx2 like the adiddas green original sport jacket we gave her. And may she wears the jacket will remind her of her "your lovely friends.com".
And next i wana say my curiousity had an answer cus an event has happened, upon which it is difficult to speak, and impossible to be silent. Everything we hear is an opinion, not a fact. Everything we see is a perspective, not the truth.The truth is cruel, but it can be loved, and it makes free those who have loved it. Most people stumble over the truth, now and then, but they usually manage to pick themselves up and go on, anyway. It is better to be feared than loved, if you cannot be both. I see when men love women, they give them but a little of their lives. But women when they love, they give everything. It is always wise to look ahead, but difficult to look further than you can see.It's not the events of our lives that shape us, but our beliefs as to what those events mean. Life is just like that what to do?
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
Changes?
After reading shanx2 current entry i think it makes me wanna write something bout "changes in life" or perhaps "Decision-Making". In life when we are a small kid decision making is always decided by our own parents or taken care of and somehow we wont felt the pressure or dilemma in any situation been made for us. But as we grown up everything is moving so fast and you can see changes in our lives that is when u felt u have to make choices of your own. The kind of life you want and decide the life of your own. Things change all the time, and they'll probably never be the same again. It's just the natural evolution of the human condition. Things change, and whatever it is is what it is. I mean, you try to start second guessing that, you either get rich or die broke. Nothing can be worst then that i suppose in singapore case. To me, living in the present means being aware of your conscious choice to focus on the past, present or future - it is not necessarily having to focus on the present. Only one thing has to change for us to know happiness in our lives: where we focus our attention. No one is in control of your happiness but you, therefore, you have the power to change anything about yourself or your life that you want to change.There maybe tough decisions we made but we shouldn't feel bad at all. There have been trade-offs every day, every month, every year. There's a lot that I missed and I do have regrets in that area. Accept everything about yourself I mean everything, You are you and that is the beginning and the end, no apologies, no regrets. Follow your heart never feel sorry for what you have decided:)
After reading shanx2 current entry i think it makes me wanna write something bout "changes in life" or perhaps "Decision-Making". In life when we are a small kid decision making is always decided by our own parents or taken care of and somehow we wont felt the pressure or dilemma in any situation been made for us. But as we grown up everything is moving so fast and you can see changes in our lives that is when u felt u have to make choices of your own. The kind of life you want and decide the life of your own. Things change all the time, and they'll probably never be the same again. It's just the natural evolution of the human condition. Things change, and whatever it is is what it is. I mean, you try to start second guessing that, you either get rich or die broke. Nothing can be worst then that i suppose in singapore case. To me, living in the present means being aware of your conscious choice to focus on the past, present or future - it is not necessarily having to focus on the present. Only one thing has to change for us to know happiness in our lives: where we focus our attention. No one is in control of your happiness but you, therefore, you have the power to change anything about yourself or your life that you want to change.There maybe tough decisions we made but we shouldn't feel bad at all. There have been trade-offs every day, every month, every year. There's a lot that I missed and I do have regrets in that area. Accept everything about yourself I mean everything, You are you and that is the beginning and the end, no apologies, no regrets. Follow your heart never feel sorry for what you have decided:)
Monday, September 11, 2006
Wat D haCk Am i DoInG?
My Sunday ^.^
Went to watch 1st Korean boy band SHINHWA concert at Indoor stadium. Two words to discribe 환상 (fantastic) & 피로한 (tired). Fantastic was bcus of their performance but i believe they can do better. Tired was bcus of the long waiting -_-". Hope Fly 2 the Sky can come to spore too but i think i m been hopeful only....haha.
The price of anything is the amount of life you exchange for it. Live everyday of your life & be content with it.
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
SenTosA BeacH 03.09.06
Recalled back last sundaY went to Sentosa siloso beach meet up with my colleague & their friend for a beach game. The weather in the late afternoon was rather real humid & hot. Yet the fun was there as far as i can bare =P Not to forget that day was also one of my unlucky day cus my favourite sandal the strip broken! I was so surprised cus i just told them how lasting my sandal had been wore by me till now. Unexpectedly a few mins later when we were rushing to went up the tram, my right sandal strip jus spilt like that. My sisters & sharOn reAlly no heaRt, cus they were laughing happily at me & my broken sandal like nobody business.I wasnt very upset bout it cus i think the strip itself was getting thinner and thinner so eventually it just went broken w/o any warning -.-" And i think it also gave me an excuse to get a new pair of slipper haha. My sister had chosen a green colour slipper similiar design as hers, well for me no comments as long as there is a proper slipper for me to wear. Dont wana walk barefoot like Tarzan-_-" For the night we had spicy noodle for dinner which i think is a new try out for me. The degree of hotness can be decided by urself which was very interesting when most of the guys would love to try it. But my advice to you is try it once and never upset your stomach again if your belly couldnt take it. Dont like one of my colleague next day looking so stress with an upsetting stomach until face turn pale haha =P
Lastly wana say A HaPpy BirThday to VirGo PeI wEn & my dEarest Brother. May you guys staY CheerfUl & Smily Virgo always.
Recalled back last sundaY went to Sentosa siloso beach meet up with my colleague & their friend for a beach game. The weather in the late afternoon was rather real humid & hot. Yet the fun was there as far as i can bare =P Not to forget that day was also one of my unlucky day cus my favourite sandal the strip broken! I was so surprised cus i just told them how lasting my sandal had been wore by me till now. Unexpectedly a few mins later when we were rushing to went up the tram, my right sandal strip jus spilt like that. My sisters & sharOn reAlly no heaRt, cus they were laughing happily at me & my broken sandal like nobody business.I wasnt very upset bout it cus i think the strip itself was getting thinner and thinner so eventually it just went broken w/o any warning -.-" And i think it also gave me an excuse to get a new pair of slipper haha. My sister had chosen a green colour slipper similiar design as hers, well for me no comments as long as there is a proper slipper for me to wear. Dont wana walk barefoot like Tarzan-_-" For the night we had spicy noodle for dinner which i think is a new try out for me. The degree of hotness can be decided by urself which was very interesting when most of the guys would love to try it. But my advice to you is try it once and never upset your stomach again if your belly couldnt take it. Dont like one of my colleague next day looking so stress with an upsetting stomach until face turn pale haha =P
Lastly wana say A HaPpy BirThday to VirGo PeI wEn & my dEarest Brother. May you guys staY CheerfUl & Smily Virgo always.
Monday, September 04, 2006
Wat D haCk Am i DoInG?
02.08.2006 The Guitar Night, Classic meets Pop
These was my 3rd time to watch guitar performance presented by 2 popular guitar musician. Organied by the TPGC members which XM belongs to one of them too that night. The location was at DBS auditorium tower 1. Anyway it was again XM kind invitation which i paid for it to listen & enjoy the music that night. The most interesting part was the special guest they 've invited whom was said to be Jacinta( currently spore idol judge)father which was unexpected to me. His indeed a very humours old man with great music talent. Overall was delighted that night thanks XM =D A few Pics taken that night by XM
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
Wat D haCk Am i DoInG?
Lost my Voice with Resp Tract Infection
First time i had such a bad sore throat that is killing me that i hardly could sleep or breathe. I fight with it for the past 3 days and tot it will recover itself with all kinds of cough relief syrup i have in house but it still doesnt work. Still i had to pay the DR a visit to get the medicine for cure but yet have to depends on me who got to drink loads of water advice from the DR. Hope my voice will be back soon and pain will be ease soon.
Anyway gonna update on wat i did for the last weekend. Celebrated birthday for 2 of my friend which both falls on the same day but different age. Didnt had any surprises for them but the tots that comes from our heart. There's no time like the present. Do what you want to do, make yourself happy. And hope they are happy with a year older haha. Not to forget yesterday was one of my colleague IVY 23rd b'day. Had a mini food feast with Darren & Mrs yong kind sponsers hee. Glad ivy like the b'day gift cuz saw her expression looks astonish never tot she would receive customised mug from us. Well we always can come up with great ideas if only we think hard enough he he. Meaningful to her thou. Hope all VirGo people can stay lovely & cheerful always.
Thursday, August 24, 2006
Wat D haCk Am i DoInG?
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i'm sick!! So sickening. Last night i woke up in the middle of the night started to feel uncomfortable with my throat when i try to swallow. My throat was giving me a hard time cus i felt so pain each time i try to swallow down my saliva. Instantly i knew i'm down with a bad sore throat. What comes into my mind was bad curse must had falls on me cus my friend bao long also sick & i kept saying him so now it just happened so suddenly. So painful that i hardly wants to talk the next morning. Initially i thought i just got a bad sore throat and after my mom gave me a chinese pill from china which she conclude can cure any common sickness like flu cough & sore throat. So i had to believe her & hope it does cure. Later when i went to office i'm still looking fine althought i seems to look a bit reluctant when my colleagues and wen was talking to me. I didnt know i look so pale only after they kept asking me am i alright. i told them just a bad sore throat should be alright since i had taken my mom so called " miracle pill" haha. But things just got worsen when i started to feel cold and giddy on my head. When i stand up to walk my head start to spin & makes me feel unbalance. Perhaps was just my psychology thinking that made me feel weak or something. So i kept thinking i'm alright & will be fine. But not long i felt my whole body a bit warm then my unusual days. I asked my colleagues & wen to feel my forehead whether i m down with fever. Thought it wasnt too accurate, wen used the office ear thermometer to measure my temperature. And it shows 38.4 then normal body temperature. I wasnt very surprise cus when u r down wif sore throat, fever will come to you too. Depends on individual body. I was waitin for time to pass so that i can get home quickly pop a panadol & rest for a while. And not forgetting my dear brother made a glass of fresh orange juice wif a pinch of salt hoping to heal my sore throat. It does works so if anyone of u got a bad sore throat just do the same k!Alternatively you can also mixed salt with tap water & gargle your throat. Yet seeking doctor is the best if you are really sick. My cause of having a bad sore throat was because i ate too much heaty food & especially tasty crackers. Not forgetting i ate prata for the past two days too. Until i become like this -.- I've learned my lesson & dont wish to spend money to see doctor very costly. Sorry my friends cant join you guys for gifts. But i believe w/o me you guys still can make the best choice for our friend.
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i'm sick!! So sickening. Last night i woke up in the middle of the night started to feel uncomfortable with my throat when i try to swallow. My throat was giving me a hard time cus i felt so pain each time i try to swallow down my saliva. Instantly i knew i'm down with a bad sore throat. What comes into my mind was bad curse must had falls on me cus my friend bao long also sick & i kept saying him so now it just happened so suddenly. So painful that i hardly wants to talk the next morning. Initially i thought i just got a bad sore throat and after my mom gave me a chinese pill from china which she conclude can cure any common sickness like flu cough & sore throat. So i had to believe her & hope it does cure. Later when i went to office i'm still looking fine althought i seems to look a bit reluctant when my colleagues and wen was talking to me. I didnt know i look so pale only after they kept asking me am i alright. i told them just a bad sore throat should be alright since i had taken my mom so called " miracle pill" haha. But things just got worsen when i started to feel cold and giddy on my head. When i stand up to walk my head start to spin & makes me feel unbalance. Perhaps was just my psychology thinking that made me feel weak or something. So i kept thinking i'm alright & will be fine. But not long i felt my whole body a bit warm then my unusual days. I asked my colleagues & wen to feel my forehead whether i m down with fever. Thought it wasnt too accurate, wen used the office ear thermometer to measure my temperature. And it shows 38.4 then normal body temperature. I wasnt very surprise cus when u r down wif sore throat, fever will come to you too. Depends on individual body. I was waitin for time to pass so that i can get home quickly pop a panadol & rest for a while. And not forgetting my dear brother made a glass of fresh orange juice wif a pinch of salt hoping to heal my sore throat. It does works so if anyone of u got a bad sore throat just do the same k!Alternatively you can also mixed salt with tap water & gargle your throat. Yet seeking doctor is the best if you are really sick. My cause of having a bad sore throat was because i ate too much heaty food & especially tasty crackers. Not forgetting i ate prata for the past two days too. Until i become like this -.- I've learned my lesson & dont wish to spend money to see doctor very costly. Sorry my friends cant join you guys for gifts. But i believe w/o me you guys still can make the best choice for our friend.
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
Wat D haCk Am i DoInG?
Nothing like a drop in your heart
Recently heard from my sister that her long distance friend got married & had a very chubby baby when she remember chatted with him not long ago & the news jus break out. And can be quite surprise. The reason that he kept it until now is because his worried that my sister would not want him as a friend anymore. But he was so wrong that my sister didnt even think that way. She felt so happy and delighted that he got married and had a happy family. He even sent us some of his baby picture taken with his wife. Everything just turn out to be so beautiful & blessing for his new born baby. Time gradually files which some of us didnt even notice or want to make use of it. I believe that when someone crosses over, regardless how we choose to define them (negative, positive) they are met by other friends, relatives, energies, help them understand the life and lessons they learned, the experiences they have shared with others and the feelings they've shared with others.
My sister & i had chatted alot and exchanged a lot of our own thots and views. Then i realise my entire life has been an attempt to get back to the kind of feelings i've always wanted. The fact is that people are good, give people affection and security, and they will give affection and be secure in their feelings and their behavior. But is that what you really wants? I pay no attention whatever to anybody's praise or blame. I simply follow my own feelings. When I was a kid, I internalized everything, kept my feelings to myself. But now my gut feelings and my faith tell me that until God shuts a door, no human can shut it. Be true to urself and it's important not to indicate. People don't try to show their feelings, they try to hide them. Give me a break & soon my path will cross. Thanks sis for making me realise dreams do come true if you persistant. I will support you all the way.
Nothing like a drop in your heart
Recently heard from my sister that her long distance friend got married & had a very chubby baby when she remember chatted with him not long ago & the news jus break out. And can be quite surprise. The reason that he kept it until now is because his worried that my sister would not want him as a friend anymore. But he was so wrong that my sister didnt even think that way. She felt so happy and delighted that he got married and had a happy family. He even sent us some of his baby picture taken with his wife. Everything just turn out to be so beautiful & blessing for his new born baby. Time gradually files which some of us didnt even notice or want to make use of it. I believe that when someone crosses over, regardless how we choose to define them (negative, positive) they are met by other friends, relatives, energies, help them understand the life and lessons they learned, the experiences they have shared with others and the feelings they've shared with others.
My sister & i had chatted alot and exchanged a lot of our own thots and views. Then i realise my entire life has been an attempt to get back to the kind of feelings i've always wanted. The fact is that people are good, give people affection and security, and they will give affection and be secure in their feelings and their behavior. But is that what you really wants? I pay no attention whatever to anybody's praise or blame. I simply follow my own feelings. When I was a kid, I internalized everything, kept my feelings to myself. But now my gut feelings and my faith tell me that until God shuts a door, no human can shut it. Be true to urself and it's important not to indicate. People don't try to show their feelings, they try to hide them. Give me a break & soon my path will cross. Thanks sis for making me realise dreams do come true if you persistant. I will support you all the way.
Friday, August 18, 2006
Wat D haCk Am i DoInG?
My Harsh Words...
Today i make my friend Pei Wen get upset with me. We had a exchanged of words and i think eventually my words came out to be a bit harsh or straight towards her. Somehow i know she got stomach cramp and i think makes her even mad at me. Immediately you can see her face turn black and when i try to talk to her she simply wants to ignore me. Instantly i knew something is not right. Well, i quickly apologise to her eventot i know is of no use but somehow someone has to make the first move to apologise. And since i am part of the cause i admit is my fault to make her turn upset. She say she is not angry with an unsightly face by not looking at you when u are talkin to her. Do you think she is not mad? I keep asking her if she is unhappy with me just tell me so. Or maybe i'm not worth to be mad with. Even lunch she didnt want to join me and that is her unusual self. Perhaps i've gone too far and she is suffering from cramp that make her mood swing like nobody business. I knew i should have kept my mouth shut and things wont have turn out this way. My words mean no harm to anyone cus i'm just been honest like anybody out there. If my words can hurt someone so easily then something must be wrong with me. I need to do some reflection thou. The best is not to speak if you are a down to earth person. As i think pei wen cant take my words for joke which i will not do it again. I finally see what kind of friends can take ur words for serious & just for laugh. For so long time since someone is unhappy with me. Cus i dont remember making people unhappy when i am afraid to see others unhappy. i'm too straight & no nice words can come out from my unkind mouth, bad girl.
My Harsh Words...
Today i make my friend Pei Wen get upset with me. We had a exchanged of words and i think eventually my words came out to be a bit harsh or straight towards her. Somehow i know she got stomach cramp and i think makes her even mad at me. Immediately you can see her face turn black and when i try to talk to her she simply wants to ignore me. Instantly i knew something is not right. Well, i quickly apologise to her eventot i know is of no use but somehow someone has to make the first move to apologise. And since i am part of the cause i admit is my fault to make her turn upset. She say she is not angry with an unsightly face by not looking at you when u are talkin to her. Do you think she is not mad? I keep asking her if she is unhappy with me just tell me so. Or maybe i'm not worth to be mad with. Even lunch she didnt want to join me and that is her unusual self. Perhaps i've gone too far and she is suffering from cramp that make her mood swing like nobody business. I knew i should have kept my mouth shut and things wont have turn out this way. My words mean no harm to anyone cus i'm just been honest like anybody out there. If my words can hurt someone so easily then something must be wrong with me. I need to do some reflection thou. The best is not to speak if you are a down to earth person. As i think pei wen cant take my words for joke which i will not do it again. I finally see what kind of friends can take ur words for serious & just for laugh. For so long time since someone is unhappy with me. Cus i dont remember making people unhappy when i am afraid to see others unhappy. i'm too straight & no nice words can come out from my unkind mouth, bad girl.
Sunday, August 13, 2006
Wat D haCk Am i DoInG?
Is SunnY Day!
Did some uploading pictures to my image station & lazying around my home sweet home haha. Listened to one of my favourite singer Coco Lee song. Came across her previous "Promise Coco" album. There is this meaningful lyrics which i find it kinda of sad.
爱是那么真
爱一个人爱那么深
为什么呢我好天真
你说爱情是一种梦游症
难怪现在的我有点昏
我的呼吸你的眼神有许多是正在发生
我不必说话也不必问
爱真的骗不了人
爱是那么那么真
爱让一切都可能
你的名字在我心理翻滚
我不想否认我爱一个人
我自己问还有谁能让我开心让我心疼
不管你说什么我都肯
我会对你好认真
爱是那么那么真
爱也让我拿不准
请你给我真心的一吻
你能不能保证爱情的万能
我没有说你也没问
你也知道我要永恒
若真爱是一之海底针
我要千你的手往下沉
ending:总有那么一天时间会作证
爱是那么那么真
Time is too slow for those who wait, too swift for those who fear, too long for those who grieve, too short for those who rejoice, but for those who love, time is eternity.
Is SunnY Day!
Did some uploading pictures to my image station & lazying around my home sweet home haha. Listened to one of my favourite singer Coco Lee song. Came across her previous "Promise Coco" album. There is this meaningful lyrics which i find it kinda of sad.
爱是那么真
爱一个人爱那么深
为什么呢我好天真
你说爱情是一种梦游症
难怪现在的我有点昏
我的呼吸你的眼神有许多是正在发生
我不必说话也不必问
爱真的骗不了人
爱是那么那么真
爱让一切都可能
你的名字在我心理翻滚
我不想否认我爱一个人
我自己问还有谁能让我开心让我心疼
不管你说什么我都肯
我会对你好认真
爱是那么那么真
爱也让我拿不准
请你给我真心的一吻
你能不能保证爱情的万能
我没有说你也没问
你也知道我要永恒
若真爱是一之海底针
我要千你的手往下沉
ending:总有那么一天时间会作证
爱是那么那么真
Time is too slow for those who wait, too swift for those who fear, too long for those who grieve, too short for those who rejoice, but for those who love, time is eternity.
Thursday, August 10, 2006
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Swensens's Gathering
Yesterday it was great to meet up with my group of wonderfuL friends again since after our BKK trip. Althought i still not feelin very good yet i want to make it jus to see how are they. Especially lilia and JR. Ever since the last time we saw Lilia sending us off to the Airport we didnt have time to catch up nor chat over the phone. Siyong didnt make it cus his busy contributing service to the nation at singpore stadium haha & our precious Jasmine working hard till late didnt want to trouble her to travel & meet us since we going off soon. We had good chat over dinner and glad to hear that Shanx2 goin for her training in Sept. Hope everything will goes well for her. But before that you must take good care and not fall sick easily okie. Is tough for a newbie moreover u have to go through several training section & can be very tiring i suppose. So keep away junk food and oily stuff k!Must stay away from ur favourite food for the mean time hee.
Not forgetting "xiao Ming" finally send me those thailand doggy picture & i shall share wif u guys whats so special bout them ^^v
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
Wat D haCk Am i DoInG?
HapPy 41st BirtHDaY mY HomeTowN Singapore
To express my thoughts for Singapore is for good or for ill, hope everyone will live happily & enjoy this very moment with our nation. I shall stand for freedom of thought and expression in a place where it has been trampled and penalized. haha.
Anyway i had a very bad stomach pain & was feeling very bloated early in the morning when i was about to leave my house for work. I tot maybe is jus a short pain maybe in the afternoon will feel better. But it got worst & i start to ponder what is happening to me. I couldn't work peacefully cus the pain is killing me. Is not any common gastric pain cus i dont have any history of gastric pain too, so it cant be that. I recalled back thinking i had been eating quite a lot since after my period, and the output wasnt quite equal to the amount of input i had. I knew my food must have stuck in between my intestine which made me felt bloated and wanted to vomit the whole day. As long as i sit down i dont feel like vomiting. But as soon as i stand up and walk a bit more i felt like vomiting. So horrible me. Thanks to pei Ong whom bought papaya milk for me to digest but i just couldnt drink any of that bcus i really had enough of water and felt even bloated. Is even worst if i drink it and vomit out, wil be a waste of ur effort lor. Next time buy me something nice to drink k? Papaya really not my kind unless i'm been force to eat hee. Later part i called my father to come and fetch me cus i know his knocking off and will b convenient to fetch me on his way home.
After that i slept & rest for a few hours still feeling uneasy, giddy & felt like throwing out, i quickly asked my sister to accompany me to our nearby clinic to see doctor. From what the doctor had examined, he conclude i had GASTRIC FLU which is similiar to common nose FLU just that mine is from the stomach. He advice me try to avoid Milk, Spicy food & dont know what cant remember, for the time being only. Glad is nothing serious. Hope my bowel will come back to normal & no more of this kind of feeling.
PS: Thanks my family & friends for your concern. Medicine works mircle haha.
HapPy 41st BirtHDaY mY HomeTowN Singapore
To express my thoughts for Singapore is for good or for ill, hope everyone will live happily & enjoy this very moment with our nation. I shall stand for freedom of thought and expression in a place where it has been trampled and penalized. haha.
Anyway i had a very bad stomach pain & was feeling very bloated early in the morning when i was about to leave my house for work. I tot maybe is jus a short pain maybe in the afternoon will feel better. But it got worst & i start to ponder what is happening to me. I couldn't work peacefully cus the pain is killing me. Is not any common gastric pain cus i dont have any history of gastric pain too, so it cant be that. I recalled back thinking i had been eating quite a lot since after my period, and the output wasnt quite equal to the amount of input i had. I knew my food must have stuck in between my intestine which made me felt bloated and wanted to vomit the whole day. As long as i sit down i dont feel like vomiting. But as soon as i stand up and walk a bit more i felt like vomiting. So horrible me. Thanks to pei Ong whom bought papaya milk for me to digest but i just couldnt drink any of that bcus i really had enough of water and felt even bloated. Is even worst if i drink it and vomit out, wil be a waste of ur effort lor. Next time buy me something nice to drink k? Papaya really not my kind unless i'm been force to eat hee. Later part i called my father to come and fetch me cus i know his knocking off and will b convenient to fetch me on his way home.
After that i slept & rest for a few hours still feeling uneasy, giddy & felt like throwing out, i quickly asked my sister to accompany me to our nearby clinic to see doctor. From what the doctor had examined, he conclude i had GASTRIC FLU which is similiar to common nose FLU just that mine is from the stomach. He advice me try to avoid Milk, Spicy food & dont know what cant remember, for the time being only. Glad is nothing serious. Hope my bowel will come back to normal & no more of this kind of feeling.
PS: Thanks my family & friends for your concern. Medicine works mircle haha.
Monday, August 07, 2006
Wat D haCk Am i DoInG?
What's wrong with me?
Today, i went to work with a heavy heart feeling but the normal self me. Not mood swing nor upset. Is just a weird feeling when i woke up i dont seems to be alert like the usual days. Perhaps people have times in their lives when they are forced to examine themselves. And i am one of them whom starts to examine & explore myself. I start to think it is not what we get. But who we become, what we contribute... that gives meaning to our lives. It's not the events of our lives that shape us, but our beliefs as to what those events mean. I've anticipate things that are new & old to me yet i still cant achieve a balance in it. But in any event, you know, it certainly changed lives and it made us wonder where to go. Got to be stupid of me to think differently. Clear my mind & start doing the things i like will comfort my feelings back. I urge for the kind of eager feeling back!^^v
What's wrong with me?
Today, i went to work with a heavy heart feeling but the normal self me. Not mood swing nor upset. Is just a weird feeling when i woke up i dont seems to be alert like the usual days. Perhaps people have times in their lives when they are forced to examine themselves. And i am one of them whom starts to examine & explore myself. I start to think it is not what we get. But who we become, what we contribute... that gives meaning to our lives. It's not the events of our lives that shape us, but our beliefs as to what those events mean. I've anticipate things that are new & old to me yet i still cant achieve a balance in it. But in any event, you know, it certainly changed lives and it made us wonder where to go. Got to be stupid of me to think differently. Clear my mind & start doing the things i like will comfort my feelings back. I urge for the kind of eager feeling back!^^v
Friday, August 04, 2006
Wat D haCk Am i DoInG?
What's Your Type of Guy/Girl
Try this out!
You fall hard and fast for the preppy man!
If he's conservative, friendly, and proper, he's just your sort! You fall hard and fast for the preppy man. Whether it's because of his handsome appearance or his impeccable hygiene, this man is a safe bet! He's fun and social without being immature or laddish. Your man is refined, associates with a refined crowd, and has a bit of an air tossed in for good measure. This suburban male is always put together well. He's simply cool, calm, and collected. Another quality that draws you to him is his ambition. He aims for success and follows the path that will lead him there. You respect how he always makes time for his friends and has a tendency to be a little silly. With this cheeky, well-groomed, man, you can rest assured that your life will be a dream!
what's yours?
What's Your Type of Guy/Girl
Try this out!
You fall hard and fast for the preppy man!
If he's conservative, friendly, and proper, he's just your sort! You fall hard and fast for the preppy man. Whether it's because of his handsome appearance or his impeccable hygiene, this man is a safe bet! He's fun and social without being immature or laddish. Your man is refined, associates with a refined crowd, and has a bit of an air tossed in for good measure. This suburban male is always put together well. He's simply cool, calm, and collected. Another quality that draws you to him is his ambition. He aims for success and follows the path that will lead him there. You respect how he always makes time for his friends and has a tendency to be a little silly. With this cheeky, well-groomed, man, you can rest assured that your life will be a dream!
what's yours?
Monday, July 31, 2006
Friday, July 28, 2006
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
Amazing Thailand 21/07/06-25/07/06
Hello! People i m back!For the past few days got miss me? I bet dont have haha cus i can drag a month or 2 to post a new blog so is not amuse at all if i suddenly blog new story. Anyway didnt wanted to look forward to this trip cus i know it will end very soon( meaning good thing ends very fast). And it also means we are back to the reality society again =( Perhaps the good thing in life was just do the things u like and enjoy the urself the fullest. I think to begin i going to leave it simple & short cuz 5 days experience in thailand not much to say as most of it my lovely friend Lena had the full coverage in her blog so anyone interested can go n read k! But i'll do some touch up on my point of view that we did in thailand. I wanted to say the most happening thing we did was chose to watch TIGER show instead of "Ah Gua" show which i felt incredible. Cuz i ve watched "ah gu" show long time ago so something new for me would be nice. The overall 45 mins show can conclude that woman are so amazing & daring. Perharps human beings, who are almost unique in having the ability to show remarkable talent which is nothing so easy to learn as experience and nothing so hard to apply.
We did mostly shopping and eating over there which is our main objective but regret to say our weekend shopping at Chatuchap not very fruitful. Didnt manage to conquer the wholesale market cus is too big and too many section to shop couldnt finish in a day or 2 lor. Children is strongly discourage to go because its jus too big that even adult have the risk to get lost inside. Hope next time can go back again and continue to bargin like hell haha. Over all i've bought quite some stuff for myself and close friends of mine. Not sure what whether they like it or not but is something from thailand by me, so i think also got no choice la hehe. Glad to say i did not exceed my barget and still left few hundred bucks back to spore haha. Maybe is a sign for me to go back again n spend more the next time haha. Not forgetting i bought a new bear name Jet Jet proudly presented by Jet Star Asia which i hope he can blend in with the rest of my sis soft toy esp that cheeky Blu Blu haha. His picture can be view over at Lena's blog and was smartly taken by shan digi cam. Thanks Shan! "sha wai di kar" (three bowl of pig leg)haha.
Lastly i would like to say the trip was a memorable and unforgettable one. And to my dear friends do you know the real test of friendship is can you literally do nothing with the other person? Can you enjoy those moments of life that are utterly simple? It is one of the blessings of true friends that you can afford to be stupid with them. So even though we did stupid things just to look for a friend we still willing to do it no matter how embarass we are. Hence, let us be grateful that we can cherish our friends & love ones around for the entire life. Tata!
Hello! People i m back!For the past few days got miss me? I bet dont have haha cus i can drag a month or 2 to post a new blog so is not amuse at all if i suddenly blog new story. Anyway didnt wanted to look forward to this trip cus i know it will end very soon( meaning good thing ends very fast). And it also means we are back to the reality society again =( Perhaps the good thing in life was just do the things u like and enjoy the urself the fullest. I think to begin i going to leave it simple & short cuz 5 days experience in thailand not much to say as most of it my lovely friend Lena had the full coverage in her blog so anyone interested can go n read k! But i'll do some touch up on my point of view that we did in thailand. I wanted to say the most happening thing we did was chose to watch TIGER show instead of "Ah Gua" show which i felt incredible. Cuz i ve watched "ah gu" show long time ago so something new for me would be nice. The overall 45 mins show can conclude that woman are so amazing & daring. Perharps human beings, who are almost unique in having the ability to show remarkable talent which is nothing so easy to learn as experience and nothing so hard to apply.
We did mostly shopping and eating over there which is our main objective but regret to say our weekend shopping at Chatuchap not very fruitful. Didnt manage to conquer the wholesale market cus is too big and too many section to shop couldnt finish in a day or 2 lor. Children is strongly discourage to go because its jus too big that even adult have the risk to get lost inside. Hope next time can go back again and continue to bargin like hell haha. Over all i've bought quite some stuff for myself and close friends of mine. Not sure what whether they like it or not but is something from thailand by me, so i think also got no choice la hehe. Glad to say i did not exceed my barget and still left few hundred bucks back to spore haha. Maybe is a sign for me to go back again n spend more the next time haha. Not forgetting i bought a new bear name Jet Jet proudly presented by Jet Star Asia which i hope he can blend in with the rest of my sis soft toy esp that cheeky Blu Blu haha. His picture can be view over at Lena's blog and was smartly taken by shan digi cam. Thanks Shan! "sha wai di kar" (three bowl of pig leg)haha.
Lastly i would like to say the trip was a memorable and unforgettable one. And to my dear friends do you know the real test of friendship is can you literally do nothing with the other person? Can you enjoy those moments of life that are utterly simple? It is one of the blessings of true friends that you can afford to be stupid with them. So even though we did stupid things just to look for a friend we still willing to do it no matter how embarass we are. Hence, let us be grateful that we can cherish our friends & love ones around for the entire life. Tata!
Thursday, July 20, 2006
Thursday, July 13, 2006
I m back to the same thing? -.-
Well got to recall back what i've done for the past few weeks or a month? Anyway it wont be very convenient for me to update my blog frequently cus my sister needs to use the PC more than i do, for some personal reason-_- To begin i got to say for those whom read my latest entry below and i m sorry to say i m still working as usual w/o any heart feelings yet a bit of regret only. Perhaps is fated that i got to work for my Co.at least a year before i can pursue another different career path. But i told myself i can learn more with a longer time period so i can only say was not that bad afterall. Perhaps life, is not a having and a getting, but a being and a becoming. For the past few weeks went out with some interesting colleague for dinner & movie treat. Got to compliment them for been such a spontanous companion because if you dont meet the right people to relax & chill out situation can be quite boring haha. Somehow it develops a kind of friendship that you will cherish your friends even more around you. To be continued...
Well got to recall back what i've done for the past few weeks or a month? Anyway it wont be very convenient for me to update my blog frequently cus my sister needs to use the PC more than i do, for some personal reason-_- To begin i got to say for those whom read my latest entry below and i m sorry to say i m still working as usual w/o any heart feelings yet a bit of regret only. Perhaps is fated that i got to work for my Co.at least a year before i can pursue another different career path. But i told myself i can learn more with a longer time period so i can only say was not that bad afterall. Perhaps life, is not a having and a getting, but a being and a becoming. For the past few weeks went out with some interesting colleague for dinner & movie treat. Got to compliment them for been such a spontanous companion because if you dont meet the right people to relax & chill out situation can be quite boring haha. Somehow it develops a kind of friendship that you will cherish your friends even more around you. To be continued...
